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Chapter 10: Fuck you, you lying ass bitch!

My eyes slowly open, feeling really, really heavy. I quickly shut my eyes because there  is a blinding light above me.

Once I open my eyes again, I notice that I'm in a white hospital room. Why the hell am I in a hospital room? For some strange reason, I can't seem to remember why or how I ended up in a hospital bed.

I hear the faint sounds of people talking but I can't really make out what's being said.

As the voices get closer, I start to hear a little bit of the conversation that went on. "I don't know when she'll wake up but I can guarantee you that she will not die." The conversation is pauses and the door opens.

"We believe that she tried to- oh hello, I see you're awake now."

I hear footsteps rushing to me and I look up to see Kaiden, Hoseok, and Jungkook with relieved expressions attached to their faces.

"Oh my goodness Taylor, are you ok?" "What the fuck happened to you?!" "Oh gosh! I thought I was going to lose you!" All the of them speak at the same time.

I wince at their voices and throw my hand over my forehead. They're loud voices are starting to give me a headache and I literally just woke up from whatever caused me to lose consciousness. "Doctor," I said lowly, my words slurring. "What happened?"

The doctor looks at me, steping up and checking his clipboard before nodding his head and look back at me. "Well, Taylor, it appears that you have tried to commit suicide."

My brain processes what he said before memories of what happened stormed back in.

The boys look at me in disbelief and shock. Kaiden didn't really have a look of shock of his face, it was more disbelief. Hoseok and Jungkook were probably shocked wondering why the hell a person like me would try and commit suicide.

Kaiden parts his lips to say something but I cut him off. I'm not ready to here what hear has to say yet. "Can I speak to you alone, doctor?"

He nods and waits for the guys to leave. Jungkook and Hoseok leave, Kaiden following behind them after giving me one glance.

"Taylor. I need you to be completely honest with me, ok?" he says as soon as the door closes. "Did you try to kill yourself?"

I thought about it for a second before saying, "No."

I actually wasn't lying, I wasn't planning on killing myself, but if it I did end up killing myself, I would be total fine with it. I really just wanted to feel pain. "I did not nessicarily try to kill myself..." I added quickly.

"Ok, let me rephrase the question. Are you suicidal?" Without a second thought, I answered yes because that was the truth.

He asked me what happened and how long I had been suicidal for. I explained everything to him, breaking down every now and then.

"Ok Taylor. You are going to have to stay and here in the hospital and be moved to the emergency room for your suicidal thoughts and actions." He tells me.

I wasn't shocked. I knew this was what happened to people who were suicidal and others reported it in concern. Years back when I was suicidal, I told my friend about wanting to overdose on pills when I got home. She told the teacher even though I told her not to and I had to stay after school. They could not and would not let me go home, afraid I would actually overdose on pills.

My mom had to come and get me. They told her to take me to a hospital but I didn't want to go. I begged and begged and begged for her not to take me and she gave in after a little while. That same day, I looked up why suicidal people had to go to the hospital and what happened when they ended up going. The things I read made me make sure that I would try and keep all my suicidal thoughts and actions a secret.

"Ok doctor. Can you tell Kaiden that I would like to speak with him before I have to go?"

He nodded and left the room. Kaiden came in some time after. "Why the hell did you not tell me that you became suicidal again? Do you know how much it hurt me to think that you were going to die!" he ranted, a pained expression on his face.

"I'm sorry..." I mumbled.

"Sorry?! I came home and saw you passed out on the couch. I thought you were dead! I thought I lost my sister, my only damn sibling."

"I said I was sorry!!" I raised my voice. "Mom came back after I got suspended and-"

Kaiden cut me off saying, "Mom came home?"

I nodded. I knew Kaiden was shocked hearing that she had came home. She never comes home. Ever!

He's silent for a minute, a confused look on his face. "Why was she home?"

"She came home and started doing the same shit she had done years back. Calling me worthless, making me feel less than, making the thoughts come back...stuff like that."

"Fuck her! You're far from worthless. Ion know why the fuck she decides to come back and mess up shit after she upped and left like that."
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I was now about to be transported to emergency room. A whole bunch of people were now in the hospital. My brother, my new and old friends, and some of my family members--but of course not the demon I call my mother.

The one person who I noticed wasn't here was someone I needed the most at a time like this. Some who I could trust with everything. The person who I knew would care for me and love me--except for Kaiden--even if the whole world was against me. That person was Jimin.

Where the fuck was he? I was about to be taken away for a good 5-7+ days depending on how I dealt with the thoughts that's went on with my head.

Everyone was saying their goodbyes with tears in their eyes, encouraging me to stay strong and telling me that everything would get better.

2 more minutes before I leave. Come on now, Jimin, the fuck are you at?

I scrolled through my social medias, one last time. I knew I couldn't have my phone with me. No one who's going to the ER for attempted suicidal could.

When I scrolled through my Instagram timeline, I saw something that shocked me and brought tears to my eyes. No this can't be true. It just can't be...

On my screen was a picture of Jimin that was posted 35 seconds ago. It wasn't just Jimin though. He was with LeeRae and they had their arms around each other.

The caption of the picture read: "Out with @_babyraerae cus bitches out here acting like they own the place🙄. Hating ass people out here tryna hurt her feelings shit😤"

I'm not upset because I see Jimin as my boyfriend or something. Hell no. I'm hurt because he left me when I most needed him to go out with the person I despised the most. That shit hurt like a motherfucker. And the caption was the icing on the cake. There was no doubt he was talking about me.

I can't believe that Jimin of all people would do that to me.

"Taylor Pierson? It's time for you to go," a male voice spoke. There was a group of nurses ready to take me.

The people who were with me started crying and saying their goodbyes. I payed them no mind though. My mind was occupied with thoughts of my best friend betraying me.

As I was about to be taken away, I started to throw a tantrum, resisting the nurses who were trying to take me away.

As a result of that, they called for back up and I was put in this wheelchair with restraints. All the straps attached to the chair restrained me from doing anything.

I was being wheeled away with many nurses on each side of me. At the moment, I don't really give a fuck about what's going on. The only thing that's on my mind is how Jimin betrayed me.

Fuck you, Jimin, you lying ass bitch!
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A/N: Hey whores! How was this chapter?

I really can't believe Jimin would leave Taylor and hang out with her enemy. Thats  fucked up on all levels.

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