Love is for you.. but what about me?

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We were walking back to the apartment, Jungkook was full of energy. It was his time to be up, and mine to be sleeping soundly. His eyes still glowed bright grayish blue. "Kook... you can stay up or whatever- I'll go to sleep." Jungkook stopped and moved his head to the side. His long jagged cut black hair falling in his eyes.

"But why? Are you hungry? Maybe you just need food-"

It hit me, then and there. When was the last time he ate? What does he eat? How are there so many of these creatures and not enough food.

"When was the last time you ate kook?" Jungkook made a confused face. "I.. I ate fruits with you in the can circle thing, remember?"

"Don't you need... I don't know? Meat?" Jungkook shrugged his shoulders. "I mean... I can last pretty long on human food so I should be good." I giggle a bit, smiling up at him a bit grabbing his hand while we walk back. "Kook-ah you do know meat isn't just for you right? Other things need the proteins from meat." I say matter of factly. "Oh...hmm then I can last long on those cans." I only nod and continue to walk. I keep thinking of my loneliness and how easy it is to just up and leave me. Not that I want this cute monster to stay with me but... would he?

Would he if I didn't have his baby? If I wasn't a burden? If he didn't have too? "Aye look at the ball of white fire!" Jungkook jumped up and down a few times squeezing my hand a bit to hard.

"They're all so pretty..." we reach the building and I stop at the doors, I don't want to go back in, this is a night we're I can enjoy it, see the stars without worry. And Jungkook he's here too so it's not too bad.

I sit on the slab of slightly cracked concrete leaning my head against the closed door and staring up at the stars.

"You know, my mom used to tell me.. the stars are just lost souls- heh.. that they were all lost stars looking down at us, good people that passed away. Watching the people they love most." I felt his hand hold looser but he sat down next to me leaning his head on my shoulder.

"Of course I don't believe-

"Do you think my Eomma is a lost star? Could she shine so pretty in the sky?" I look over to him, his eyes set on one of the brightest stars I presume. He smiles, and sighed. "I- I- I'm sure she's the brightest biggest beautiful star to ever be. And..." I cup his cheek with my hand.

"And I'm sure she watches over you everyday and is proud of what a good man you've grown into." Jungkook gasped, staring at me with his beautiful glowing eyes. "R-really? You- you really think that Eomma is- she~" I didn't realize it would hit him that hard, he just started crying and crying hugging my waist.

"Of course she is Kookie, I bet she's smiling down at you." I made him cry more, I like it when he does. He's adorable and vulnerable, he's so gentle and nice.

"Kook-Ah you ok now?" Minutes have passed and his breath was calming down. I wiped his snot with my sleeve and kissed his now dry cheeks.

"I love you." I stared at him, gasping as he held my waist even tighter and kissed my lips.

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