Night creatures jikook

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Another update ❤️😘💜 I feel like this is going to fast lol but idk.

I'm here I made it to the apartment- but Jimin's not here... I've looked everywhere I can't find him and I'm so tired. I don't understand where he could be?

He can't go anywhere else, I miss him. I really want to feel his soft hair and his pretty skin. He's so soft everything- well not all the time but I don't mind. He can be hard-

I should take a small nap and then go look for him I'm so tired. I haven't slept even before Jimin left... I was being a baby and crying. Jimin doesn't deserve a baby, he deserves someone strong and and funny and super amazing! That's not me.

But I guess I'm selfish huh? I want him, just him forever.

I drank some water and went inside the room and got under all the sheets and blankets. So warm so nice...

It hurts so bad oh my- shit! Fuck I should go back what if? I won't make it back there I'm so close only 20 more minutes and I'm safe. I haven't seen a single creature sense I left so I'm thankful for that. Just because I'm carrying Kook-ah's baby doesn't mean they won't rip me to shreds.

I don't know how cum is going to make me feel better but I really need it. There's no way I can make it back now. Not like this I already spent half the day walking here. It's like 3:40 now I just need to make it there. I'm so slow but my tummy hurts so bad.

I finally make it, I skip through all the heaving and having to stop because it hurts, it's getting dark sooner I didn't have much time. I walk in close the door and sit on the couch. Holding my belly. It hurts and I don't know what to do. I can't take those pills.

I don't have Kookie, I should just sleep it off.

Gosh it's so empty now, I've scanned the whole place and it looks so sad. I bet Kookie was happy here and then I moved him over there. I'm an idiot.

I drank some water, checked my amo, I reloaded when I got a few boxes of it. I should be all set. If only my stomach didn't hurt so much. Then it would be pretty easy. I also ate some of my can of corn only a little. Just incase this takes longer then I think it will. The floor is all dirty.

Kookie must have did that, he moved my clothes and his figurines to the place in the mall. I feel so bad but, at least he can show her how pretty they are.

I walk in the bedroom which is probably the emptiest. All of Kook's things were here now they're all gone because of me-

"Jimin?!" I screamed and jumped is that really? And I was brought into a hug. "Baby don't ever do that again please don't" I bit my lip and gulped down my words of agreement.

"Leave me-

"No Jiminie never I won't ever leave you alone I love you." I need that so bad but what kind of appa would give in so easily? I should fight for this.

"I love you so much darling, I promise I'll spend the rest of my life making up for it." Please? I want that so bad but I- I can't let that happen he's going to end up leaving or taking the baby with him.

"No Jungkook get away, I'm going to where I'm safe and alone. I love you but I don't want you anymore." Jungkook kissed my lips his eyes teary as they were a little before I left. Before her.

"You can just leave J-Jimin, think of the baby-

"I did." He kisses my hands and brings me to lay on the bed with him. His grip tight. I can't get out.

"No you didn't Jimin, you grew up without parents all you had was Taehyung. How did you feel huh? It's not the same. All I had was my mother Jimin I will not let you fucking do that to our baby. I don't care if I have to tie you up baby I'm sorry but it doesn't deserve something like that. It need us both." Wby does he have to be right?

Why can't I just go? Why can't he be so wrong and- and why??

"But- I know..." I'm on his lap now I look straight I to his eyes. None of this is like those romantic movies I've seen. It's complicated and I feel so bipolar but it's just what I feel.

"You know how much I love you too. You know it, nothing is wrong. I made a mistake but I promise I'll make it up I've been trying I just got mad that one day and I'm sorry. It's never going to happen again." He kept kissing my hands and placing them on his cheeks so I wiped his tears. "But you and...Mina you guys should be happy too. Taemin...-

"Taemin is a fucking basterd piece of shit. Baby I swear to you on my life that you're the only one I've been with and loved. This is real love and you're the first one I've shared it with." I'm so weak what's wrong with me? All I want to do is cuddle into him. But that defeats the whole purpose of me being here.

"I was 11, babe I still needed Jin to watch me shower because I wouldn't wash myself. Darling I was so young- maybe I should have told you yeah but it was so unimportant I didn't even mention it. She's nothing compared to you." My heart swelled then I did maybe come here for nothing....