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I still have a long walk ahead of me. Jimin couldn't have gotten too far. But I can't smell him either. He's smart.. hopefully he can survive until I save him.

I can't believe this.. I was 11 I bet he made it sound like last year or something. I wish I could have read the card myself. Said he loves me but he gives up. Why would he give up- I was just upset that happens I would never actually give him up. He's everything I want that's no lie.

He's pretty, and accepting, he's not bratty or rude. He's perfect and he.. he loves me. I'll do whatever it takes. I'll find him that big fancy house and I'll move everything he wants in it. I saw a big fancy house only twice I just need to find it again. It was kinda far but I'll make a trip every day to get my babies what they need. I'll make them both happy.

I'm ready for this, a baby, Jimin's love, even a house.

My feet hurt but I need to get there, it's already early morning but still dark. I need to go to sleep once the sun comes out. I can be in the sun it's not that bad but I'm tired. I need my full strength so I can get Jimin and protect him. I feel so bad when I start to doze off. I feel horrible what if he's not ok?

I can't sleep now I'll just keep walking I'm not too tired. Please just be ok damn it.

My feet or so soreeeee it hurts so bad. But after all the rocks and twigs snapping. Birds singing and rustling of bushes scarring the shit out of me I made it. I put my hand to the scanner it immediately opened and I was let inside. It smelled exactly the same as it did of course.

Nine years in this bunker, so much I've learned and lacked. All white and plain like it's always been. I'm glad Taehyung is happy with Yoongi. I still feel like he's mean and cold and really grumpy but, he makes Taehyung happy. I apologized in the note so hopefully it makes up for me being immature. I miss Kookie but I hope he's happy too... with that girl Mina. She's actually really pretty yeah.

They used to love each other, bet it's still there. He's eighteen how long would it have been? Last year the year before that? They seemed really close when they walked in. Sooo...

My hand on my tummy it still kinda hurts. But I can't risk my baby's health. Even if it hurts a little bit, I have to stay strong. "What's your name going to be baby?" I wish I could decide on one. I walk through the bunker and make it to my old room. Me and Tae would cuddle all the time. Can't remember a time where we weren't together, well outside the bunker is a different story...

He left me.. I mean no I haven't really gotten over it because I could be dead right now in some creature stomach. Or no probably shit actually. Me and my baby. But he won't have to worry anymore I'll be safe soon. Alone.

"If you're a boy... I don't know." I sat down on my bed it felt all the same. Like home. Even if it's empty.

"Maybe... I should name you what Kookie wanted? I'm sorry you won't see him, I'm really sorry but we'll always love each other right? At least you'll never leave me right?" I sure hope it doesn't. "If your a girl maybe... Jisoom- no that's kinda ugly... Minyoung? I'll call you minnie like me? No you'll be my little bunny still. Baby bunny." Ugh can't wait.