Chapter Six

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I sat in the detention room in complete boredom

I was the only one in the room, besides Mr. Alcran, the detention teacher

All he does is sit there and make sure you're not on your phones or talking for the next thirty minutes

If you talk, he'll add twenty extra minutes

I rested my head on the desk and took deep breaths

"Only ten more minutes" I thought to myself

The door opened and in came Mr. Tomlinson himself

"Ahhhh Mr. Tomlinson, take a seat, thirty minutes. Julie, you have ten minutes left"

I nodded at the teacher, who returned to his book, and I fixed my eyes on Louis

He took the seat beside me, avoiding my eye contact

"Lou" I whispered

His gaze shift to mine but he quickly looked away

"Lou, please" I begged him

"Julie! Twenty more minutes!" Mr. Alcran shouted

I rolled my eyes and put my face in my hands

I sat in awkward silence, my eyes flickered up to Louis every now and then

He didn't move his eyes

They were focused on the front of the room, he was completely zoned out

"You guys can go now" Mr. Alcran muttered

I sighed and slung my backpack over my shoulder

I walked out of the room, Louis still wouldn't look at me

I sighed again

I walked out at the same time as him, and since we lived right beside each other, we ended up walking together

I was surprised he didn't cross the street or stop and let me walk ahead

We walked side by side in silence

"Why don't you just leave if you're not gonna talk to me" I huffed

He looked into my eyes and was practically drawing me into those seas of blue again

"I don't think I have the strength to leave you again, so I was waiting for you to leave me" He whispered

"I- I would never leave you Louis" I smiled weakly

"But you did" He mumbled

"But you left me too" I retorted

"But I didn't go off to another country!" He had stopped walking and stood, towering over me, staring right into my eyes

"Well I had a reason for not being able to talk to you! When I came back you had a billion chances to say anything to me and you didn't!" I yelled

"Because!" He shouted

"Because what!?"

"Because," He whispered this time

I crossed my arms over my chest and looked into his eyes as mine became slightly watery

"Because?" I asked in a whisper

"I love you" He murmured

I could abrely hear him, but those words made my knees go weak

"You love me?" I repeated

He stroked my arm "I do" He whispered

"I lov-" My phone rang

Did I almost say I love you to another guy? Oh my god..

"Hello?" I spoke into my phone as I turned away

"Hey baby" A certain cheeky voice rang through my ears

"Hi Harry" I smiled

I turned back, to look at Lou, but he was gone

I sighed and continued walking myself

I looked around as Harry's voice faded out of my head and my thoughts drowned out everything

Where did Louis go?

Do I love him? No no no I love Harry! Right???

"Julie?!" Harry's voice burned my ear drums

"Sorry what did you say?" I asked

"I said, how was your day?"

"Oh, it was okay" I lied

It wasn't okay! In fact, nothing is okay!

I'm confused!

I'm heartbroken!

And in more pain than ever before

I love two boys

Dating one but I also love the other

I can't be happy without them both but I can't have them both!

Whats wrong with me!

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