My Baby

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Just so everyone knows This chapter will be a bit rushed because I want to get it going

LEESUNG

"Mom its not that big of a deal." I said as my mom dragged me into mine and Jay's room while Jay is still down stairs with dad. He glared at me and pulled down Jays hoodie I had on to reveal around 4 hickeys. "Leesung what the hell is this?" He asked. I blushes. "Nothing." I mumbled.  "Nothing my ass hickeys dont just randomly pop up." he said sitting down on our bed with me. I sighed in defeat, "I got them last night when me and Jay went out. We were at the beach down the road on a picnic when he kissed me. Well... things got a little heated BUT we didnt do anything further than this." I said blushing harshly.

"Sung... I dont care if you have sex, just please use protection. I want you guys to be safe." He said "I know mom... but we haven't done anything yet." I mumbled quietly. "I know baby and it should stay that way until your 18." He said pinching my cheek. "Didnt you do it with dad before you were 1-" I started but got cut off. "That is none of your business, now get down stairs before they have a fit." He said changing the subject quickly. I smirked and rushed down the stairs as he chased me down them laughing. 

I made it back to the Livingroom to where both the other boys were sitting while watching some sport on the T.V. I jumped in between them and snuggled more into Jay's side. It was quiet for a minute so I looked around and saw my dad staring at my neck with wide eyes. 

"Chan calm down I already talked to him." mom said placing a hand on dads arm. 

"Just wait boy. One day I will see this and He wont be there to stop me." Dad said pointing at Jay who tensed up. I giggied a bit and grabbed the remote. I changed it to a disney movie that was on and smiled up to Jay. He leaned down and kissed my lips gently.

"Boy you are really trying me today." Dad grumbled. "We could just go to our room." I said smirking. My dad grumbled more while mom smirked.

"Just watch the movie before I kick him out." Dad say pouting a bit before mom cuddled into him.

I laughed and watched the video for a bit longer before pausing it again. "When is Eui coming home?" I asked knowing my little sister was at her friends house. "She called me this morning and shes gonna stay over there the whole week."  Mom said. I nodded. "And when are we going on vacation again?" I asked. Dad thought for a moment before saying, "Uh I can ask the boys if they want to go to the island again." Dad said. On the rare occasion that we go on vacation  Dad brings us to the island Changbin gave him. I dont remember alot of it from when I was little but I do remeber it was the same day that they saved me.

I smiled wide and started the movie back because I love going there. It's the only time me and Jay really get to be alone and just be together. We dont even do anything sexual we can just cuddle all day. I would like to do somthing sexual but Jay is scared he'll hurt me. Like I said to mom, we have never done anything more then make out or now him kissing my neck. It males me frustrated when we start doing stuff then he stops because he doesnt want to hurt me, but hes doing that more when he says he wants to have sex then doesnt. That has happened a few times.

Luckily when we were on the beach last night he said we could try somthing more this weekend, which is in 2 days and hopfully he isnt lieing this time.

I'm excited but also very nervous. And I'm happy he is at least Okay with the idea now and I'm going to try my best.  I watched a video on how to clean and prep yourself so I will look good and im gonna do that tommorow. Maybe if I make myself look better he will go threw with it.

As I kept watching the movie I got more excited about this week end and just wanted to clean myself tonight. "Hey I'm gonna go take a shower then come back down." I said standing up with a yawn. Everyone gave a nod so I made my way upstairs and to the bathroom. I stripped all of my clothes and slipped into the shower with a new razor.