My Baby

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WARNING MENTIONS OF ATTEMPTED SUICIDE ( I know its early but I have a plan)

JAE

"Baby I'm home."  I said putting my bag down as I got home from work. I am a little confused because there is a few cars I had never seen before in the drive way but i just brushed it off because It was finally Friday and I am excited for what's going to happen but a lot very nervous. I may also be a virgin but I have jacked off way more times than Leesung has so I at least know a little bit. He doesn't like touching himself because he has body issues which I dont understand because who could have a issue which such a remarkable body? But, it is something he struggles with and I wont hesitate to help him.

I heard stumbling from upstairs then Chan running down and Stopping me from going nay further. He looked stressed and angry but not at me. "Your not aloud to go up there." He said. I frowned, "Why what happened?" I asked only wanting to go up there more. "I will tell you as much as I know but just know there is someone up stairs helping him along with Jeongin." He said starting to calm down but soon the stress came back as I jerked out of his hold and ran up stairs. He yelled after me and was right behind me but I made it to the door and was met with cops standing around Leesung who laid on the ground shaking with Jeongin telling them to stand back and he needed space.

I didnt give 2 shits if they were cops I pushed past them and picked Leesung up and cover him with my body. He repeated 'I'm sorry' over and over in my ear and I just told him it was ok. I dont know what happened but I do know he wasn't himself right now and I will never judge him.

"What happened?" I asked. I turned to Jeongin who was talking to the cops and telling them to wait downstairs. He came and placed a hand on my shoulder. "He tried to hang himself Jae." Jeongin said his voice cracking. Its like my world stopped. I gently tilted Sungs head up and saw his neck hand a bruise on it.

I didnt know what to do at this moment. How do I help him? What do I change?

"Can I speak with him alone and calm him down please?" I asked. He nodded and exited the room and closed the door.

"I-I'm sorry!" Leesung yelled as he sobbed harder. "Its okay baby. Your okay." I said holding him close. We stayed like that for awhile until he calmed down. "Now can you tell me why you did this?" I asked softly trying not to startle him or make him uncomfortable. He reached to his phone which was on the bed beside us and unlocked it with shaky hands. He showed me the messages from some guy on his phone that made me want to punch something.

I dont know who the fuck says this but it sounded like a horney teen wrote it.

Send me nudes or Ill tell everyone your secret.

I dont have a secret

Yes you do the one that you were raped ill tell the whole school

Why would you do that?

Because I dont like you but i'm horny

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(Picture sent)

Fuck you have the worst body ive ever seen. Why do you have so much weight??

(read)

There was more but if I read any more I would have probably stormed out nd some how find this person. I threw the phone on the bed and held Leesung closer to me. "Y-Your not mad?" He asked hesitantly. "Did you want to send the pictures?" I whispered. He shook his head. "Then no I'm not mad, well I'm mad at this guy but you are the love of my life. I dont care what anyone says about your body and neither should you. Who ever this person is probably has never seen a real person because anyone can see your underweight. Yes I think you should eat a little more and I will try to help with that but either way you are extremely sexy and I know more people who will say that then your fat or ugly." I told him and laid him in our bed and pulled the blanket over him. "Promise me you will try to eat more baby. I dont want you getting sick. Ill go talk to them then ill come up here and sleep with you." I said once he agreed kissed his lips gently. He nodded with a sniffle and turned as I closed the door.