Dear Diary <3 a Jacob Perez Love Story (; Rated R

The Day With Jacob

{a/n} This Chapter is very explcited ypu dpnt have tp read it if ypu dont want to

Dear Diary,

Today i spent most my day with Jacy, he was telling me how much he loves his girl friend but shes hiding some thing from him. (she not the only one keeping secrets i am to and its huge, and eating me alive) But the only thing i could do was comfort him. I dont think he realizes how much he changed my life and made me who i am. You see when we where in 9th grade i used to get bullied soo bad to be honest i thought about suicide but Jacob he helped me thru it. i love him so much.

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Well as you can see me and Jacob are bestfriends. My name i Gabrielle or Pretty Princess Jacob gave me that nick name as a child when we used to play pretend ( i used to be the princess that he would have to save from the villans lol as you can see from ninth grade he still is my super hero.) but any ways  me and jac spent the day watching television tehe sortah he actually kept going on and on about his girlfriend. i dont think he understands when im not interested in what hes saying yet, because you know i was just staring at his lips( wanting to kiss them and feel the way they felt on mine shh dont tell) pretending to listen. (oh thats not the secret btw its ten times bigger than that). but any ways i think he noticed cuz like he kept looking at me back noticing how i would just nod my head and pretend to care at any thing. so he was" like gabs your cat died" me "oo" nodding my head. jacob " prettyprincess i kissed your boyfriend last night he had some soft lips" me still not paying attention"mm" him "Gabrielle!!! your not listening to me!" me agian actually scared from his yelling "im soo sorry jac what did you say?" making my puppy dog face looking at him innocently. him "Nothing Gabs just stay my prettyprinncess cus its time for me to go on my date with A'Bellmissa" in my mind i wish that was me i love him so much i hate it when he leaves me. OMG girl snap out of it before you start to cry infront of him. me "okay well have fun i hope things work out" i said almost feeling the tears come out.lukily for me he was already out the door, then i picked up the vase of flowers that is kept on my night stand up and threw it at my wall, and begain to scream. how pitty am i thought to myself not noticing him climbing back up the stairs to chek on me. "Gaby! are you okay" i heard him yell. all i  could see is the glass on the floor how bad i wanted to cut but i knew i couldnt it was a promise that and my body is way to weak to take up for my lost blood, you see being anemic and having o negative blood is a bas mix but thats not all whats wrong with me. but as i was in eep thought i felt my legs move on there own to pretend i fell holding the vase to give my flowers fresh water. me "jacob im okai i mean it not neccasry to come see me-" cutting me off and grabbing for the peice of glass i had in my hand. tbh i didnt realize that i had it honestly nor did i realize that i was holding it to my wrist and cutting my self deeply." PrettyPrincess you promised me you would stop this." as i saw a tear escape his eye. him"why are you doing this to yourself give me the glass gabs please" i could feel my tears running down my cheeks to my neck still holding the glass to my wrist still cutting. he forcfully got on top of me and taking the glass away from my bloody hand. "prettyprincess why do you do this to me it hurts to see you do this to your self" he said crying on top of me as i looked up at him and watching him become a blur.

Jacobs POV

I had my Pretty Princess in my arms and i wasnt letting her go. i didnt care that i had her blood all over me but why is she doing this to herself doesnt she now i love her, what is making her so miserable that she had to cause self harm to herself what is she keeping from me. why isnt she talking to me? "Gaby!!!" i began to scream but she didnt answer but then i finally gave up and decided to try shaking her but still no answer. i cant stand to see her like this covered in her own blood i had to give her a bath to wash it off her. I picked her up and crried her to her bathroom and started taking off her shirt, to see beautiful scared in her stomach did she do this to herself how can she not know how beautiful she is? but i couldint worry about that know i had to clean her wounds, as i started to take off her shorts i got excited she looked soo beautiful in her bra and panties i thought to myself. and began to ran her bath water, putting her favorite bubble bath in, i know it sounds creepy to know what her favorite bath water is and all but she always asked for it as a present so thats how i knew. finally when the bath was full i took off her bra to see her round plump breasts and when i started to take her lace panties off i saw her tatoo on her hip it read i love you jacob perez. i thought wow she really does love me. but i had to keep going i really need to stop getting side traked so i kept taking her panties how and wow she was beautiful. DAMN IT JACOB STOP IT SHES YOUR BESTIE STOP BEING A PERV I THOUGHT. as i slid her panties downt to her anklesand had them completly off and picked her up placing her gently in her bath water as it went from clear to red. but then my Phone rang