Broken Pain!!!

Darkness :(

Here I'm alone summing in pool of darkness,

I fell like darkness is slowly pulling me down.

I'm suffocated,

I'm choking,

I feel my heart beats are decreasing.

The beauty isn't made up of looks,

The beauty is made by the inner soul.

I'm fed up of this harsh world,

Where there is no place for me then why should I live.

When I see my those bruises on my hand.

The world says I'm useless,

Burden on the mother earth's land,

Characterless,

I'm just a unlucky person.

Because I don't have similar looks as theirs.

I'm happy because I don't think anything bad about anyone,

It's their nature!

When I'm alone in those dark hollow room,

The nightmares of my past comes as an uninvited guest.

When I'm sinking alone in the pool of hollow,

I yell,

I cry,

I scream,

I shout,

I paddle my leg left and right

Till the water reaches my eyes,

My lungs started filling with these damn murky air,

I die in this DARKNESS,

Because there is no one for my help.

I couldn't see anyone,

Except my dark shadow staring at me.

Oh! God I know who's my murderer,

The DARKNESS is my murderer,

I swear I'm not blaming him for killing me.

I know l was the one

Who had lost the hope from my life,

I was the was the one,

Who got into this darkness,

Because I was afraid of this world,

I wasn't having strength to fight this harsh world,

But now I'm happy and sad also,

I'm happy because now I'm free,

I'm sad because I haven't fought this harsh world with my brave ness.

But you won't do the same mistake which I did .

Live your own life without the pressure of other people.

Live it for yourself,

Live it for the people who love you,

Respect you,

Appreciate you,

Care for you,

Just be happy and ignore this weird world,

And do create your own beautiful world!!!!

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3rd Jan'15