Set to her fire; a Josh and Jenn love story

Chapter: 3

Josh's P.O.V

If only she remember's me. Were the last few words I thought as I pulled in to a gas station. Dammit, I can't take it anymore! I got to get my mind off of Je-. No Josh, no, don't say her name. I'm starting to think she is literally driving me nutts.

"Hey sonny, your done talking to yourself?" A burly looking man with greasy blonde hair asks laughing. Oh great, now some stranger heard me talking about Jenn. Ya I know, I said her name, but honestly I've given up, and It's only been two minutes. Well this is going to be a fun day!

"Look boy I don't have all day listening to you ramble on about some chick." He stare's at be motioning to the gas pump. Oh right, I'm here to get gas.

"Oh sorry, I tend to talk to myself a lot. Ya filler up." I'm looking down at the ground now, totally embarrassed.

"No shit! Maybe try keeping your thought's in that head of your's." He say's taping me on the top of my head. I don't respond, I just sit in my car as he fills my tank up.

"There, done." He huff's as he comes up beside me, and leans on the window sill of my car.

"Umm thanks, how much?" I pull out my wallet and take out sixty bucks.

"That sha'll do it." He say's snatching the twenty's out of my hand. Boy this guy's impatient. Guess his mom never taught him his manner's. Yet again, he looks about fourty, he's probably forgotten all of them by now.

"I'm Woody." He extends his hand out to me to shake.

"Josh." I reply shaking his sweaty hand.

"Well boy, I'm no expert on girls. But if it help's get your mind off that Jenn, I saw some ladies about your age walk in there." Woody points to an icecream shop called 'I <3 icecream' Wow cheesy name. I just sigh and start the engine up again.

"Go have some fun, you only live once boy!" He nods his head over to the icecream shop.

"What the heck." I say goodbye to Woody, and he tell's me he work's at the gas station five day's a week. Just incase I need someone to talk to, other than myself. I make a mental note promising myself that I'm going to work on controlling my words and keeping them in my mind.

I decided to take Woody's advice and try to take my mind off of Jenn. I park my car across from the icecream shop and jump out of my car. Suddenly I realize that the odd's aren't exactly in my favour. I see her long dirty blonde hair shine as the sun hit's her body. One word to describe her. Beautiful. I've been longing for her for what seem's like a century, a longing I realize is finalyy being mended. Suddenly that day five year's ago, play in my mind all over again.

************** FLASHBACK***************

"Hey mom, I'm going over to Avan's house. I'll be back for dinner." I say giving my mom a kiss on the cheek. Her hair smell's like sugar from baking. My mom's an amaking cook. My dad's more of the baker but my mom help's out in that department as well.

"Ok, but don't be late mister. You still have a lot of packing to do for the big move." My mom inform's me as I'm heading out the front door out in to the street.

"Sure thing, Mom." I yell back at her where she is now stading on the porch waving good bye.

That reminds me. I'm moving back to Kentucky in a week. Well I guess it's for the best. My parent's decided it would be good for our family to move back where my younger brother Connor and I were born. Now were moving back to my birth place. To tell you the truth I am disapointed, not because were going back to Kentucky. I love Kentucky with all my heart, it's what I call home. But every second of the day I feel like I'm losing a piece of my heart. Like someone is slowly taking piece by piece and leaving me there heartbroken. I feel like I can't take it anymore! I've met so many new people, all of my friends are here. She is here. I stop my train of thought's when I reach Avan's house. Avan is my best guy friend, or should I say brother. Our parents were close before we were born, and ever since then they have been a second family to me. I ring their doorbell and wait outside.

"Hi Mrs. Jogia." I say giving her a hug.

"Why hello Josh. You do know you don't have to knock, your alway's welcome here." She say's releasing our embrace.

"I know, I just thought it would be polite. Is Avan around?" I ask as I take a quick look inside.

"Funny enough he actually went over to your house, wanting to know if you wanted to spend the night over here. If your not to busy?" She asks me.

"Ya, I would love to!" Realizing that I only have a week left to spend with my bro.

"Sounds great! We will see you at 7." Mrs. Jogia say's as she closes the door.

I start walking down the street and that's when I see her across the street. Jennifer Lawrence. The girl I love. She's waiting at the bus stop, talking to her friend Mia. I catch sight of her, realizing this will probably the last time I will ever see her again. I just sigh. This beautiful girl will be taken away from me. I see her drop her bus ticket, and it fall's on to the road. I catch a glimpse of the bus coming from a distance and Jennifer stepping off of the curb onto the road. I instantly new what was going to happen.

"Jenn, the bus!" Mia shrieks.

Everything passes by me in my head and I get a sudden jolt of adrenaline. The bus getting closer by the second. I run as fast as I can, and with all the force in my body I pick her up and slame her against the sidewalk. Everything I lived for was on the verge of shattering in to a million pieces. But I was not about to let that happen.

"Someone call the ambulance!" I yell as I hold her head in my hands. All I'm thinking is please stay with me Jenn. I feel a tear trickle down my cheek and it lands on her forhead. I brush it away with my thumb. The ambulance arrives, and all I see is Jenn's limp body being placed on a stretcher. My Jenn, that I tried so hard to protect.

                                                      ****** END OF FLASHBACK******

I stare at her for what seem's the longest time. By now she has noticed me. I just mouth to her

"Jenn." I wait.

"Josh." She mouth's back.

I see a tear fall down her delicate face. She gives me a weak smile and she starts running towards me. Right then and there I feel the whole in my heart start to mend. I run to her with my arms open. Our bodies crash together holding our strong embrace. Five years I've been longing for her touch. We just stand there for what seems like hours. She never let's go. She looks straight in to my eye's. Her eye's that melt my heart. I've waited for this moment for far to long. The feeling when your taken away from someone you love is unexplainable. It's like your life has been literally ripped to pieces and a whole in your heart stay's with you, intill that someone can repatch it again. A thousand words can not describe the feeling building up inside of my body. That day five years ago I thought was the end, the end of something greater than anything in the whole wide world could ever replace. Love. To love someone is the greatest feeling in the entire universe. Jenn makes me complete, as if her presence light's a spark, a spark that can turn in to a flame. A spark can ignite a person to love, to trust and to hope for a better tomorrow.

"Stay with me." She say's her eye's start to water again. I reply,

"Alway's."

This time I'm never letting her go. Jenn is my girl on fire.

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Hello all my lovely reader's! Sorry for the short chapter. So that was the 3rd chapter writen in Josh's p.o.v.  Hope you all liked it:)

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