Sedboi

Chapter 1

Leaving on a Taxi.... "This probably the last time I'll see you guys" I said to my 6 year long best friend ,she said "Its okay ill hear your heartbeat anywhere I'll go as long as you don't forget one thing" I replied with confusion "What do you mean?" "Don't forget your Family "she showed me a rose from the first day we met . I went inside my Taxi and closed the door, starring at my best 6 years of my life fading before my eyes. The car engine starts the noise of it hurts me a lot , as I wave goodbye to my friend she chased the car with his bike and he chased me for a mile before stopping, coming to end at the end of the road where my past ends and my future starts.

I buried a Treasure or a Time capsule near my old house under a tree, its like Isaac Newton discovering Gravity by a falling apple but I didn't discover anything but only a story that started with a "Hi how was your day", a friendship that would last forever and to me that's beautiful, well now I am called Sad boy A.K.A Felix A.K.A Me. I am on an airplane leaving America the place of free speech and freedom, its sunrise right now and I am just starring into the deep void of nothingness (my airplane window) hoping to find hope well I have hit rock bottom since I left her so I took a free fall and what did I find exactly? Depression ,anxiety ,Hopeless, feeling like better off dying. YES I had depression it felt like going to the moon and the view is breath taking but only knowing the sad truth its actually taking your breath away.

I looked at my phone searching my favorite football players and I was obsessed with football I loved it a lot I even played for a team its called the LA Galaxy and even though America is the worst at British football ,I still loved it, it was just an excuse of hiding my depression but since I tried the things I love I would be able to escape this Death Cage... and that's what I thought I came back here Indonesia and "Wow" I shouted "The beauty and the HEAT!" I almost passed out coming out of the airport and asked both my parents "Is this what love feels like". They just laughed and said yeah "the place is beautiful but don't be fooled there is a lot of criminals from what I heard" I just said oh ok to everything they said because I was tired.

I came into a Taxi "Wow its way different then the ones I found back in America" I said. The taxi isn't as good but the View and Beaches are Beautiful said the Wonderful Indonesia Ad I saw, That didn't convince me to like this place yet but then I met some of the people when we stopped at a restaurant called KFC . The KFC tastes so different then the chickens in America its more Crispy but what really amazed me was the people they were really nice they helped me to do anything I asked them to even when I dropped 150 straws on the ground like 8-17 people came to help me. So I thought I had to be nice too but in the future it actually made me regret it...

I am Back in my car and looking through a window again making myself dizzy but then I fell asleep to "I lost a friend" By Finneas brother of Billie Eilish a song that brought me to my knees praying for happiness. But I thought to myself I am just overthinking this, then I fell asleep. I woke up to my new Life my new home, "It looks OLD and wow a little big huge but not like a haunted house" I said but my Dad replied "it is a haunted house son" then I felt the terror building up on my spine and felt chills from everywhere and then tears started to drop when I am not even crying and then my dad said "JK" meaning JUST KILLING I mean kidding, which made me triggered.

The next day we just finished unpacking our bags into our new house yeah its just not colored and finished that's why it looks old my dad said, So he basically bought a cheap house that was for sale in the middle of freaking no WHERE! Then I finished redesigning my room completely, I mean just adding some paintings of my old best friends drawing and just from that it looks beautiful! But just the painting not the room. Next I continued unpacking everything from my memories boxes all 17 of them, and from that I almost cried but didn't because I held , "Wow moving on is easier than I thought" but then the Huge teddy bear the she gave me on my birthday just arrived and I was in TEARS the entire night .Now its morning and I went to get lunch at the best place in the world Macdonalds YEET! I said so when I came in the restaurant, then I ordered a big mac and wow some rice I guess it does go with everything then I saw rice with ice cream just walked away in confusion. I sat down at the furthest table alone before someone joined me and he just came and said "Hi how are you, you look new, my name is Mateo" but in Indonesian so I replied with "Hi I am fine thank you my name is Felix, and yes I am new I just came back from America" he was shocked and so he sat next to me with his KFC like who the hell brings a KFC into a Macdonalds.