//Snapped// [villain Deku]

//Change//

Words told through clear voices turned to meer mumbles.
Trusting smiles now masks of lies.
Bright eyes of a child with visions of hope, left is none but a dull husk of emptiness.
This is the present of a world I had once loved, now all I see is the fraud of my life. I can be a hero. I must be a hero. I will be a hero. I hopped, I tried, I trained, I cried, and all for what? It doesn't matter now,, did it ever?
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Footsteps move across a wooden floor, however I can't feel them. I know I'm moving but is it really me? My mind detaches as I watch myself ligure to a kitchen. Breakfast is made. I see it, I control it, I feel it, but I don't.
"Izuku?" a familiar voice snaps me back to reality. I perk up, it was my mother. "Sorry, I just zoned out" I quietly responded. A fake smile plastered across my face to solidify the act.
Her face softened as her eyebrows narrowed sympathetically, "Well honey, if something is up you can always talk to me about it." She knows I'm hiding something, but I continue my act. If she knew the truth it'd shatter her. "Okay" I respond 'happily' as I take a small bite out of my toast.
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It's my final week at UA before I graduate. Most are ecstatic as they finally move into the world of pro-heros...
Most.
Although that was my plan from the beginning, I've taken a different route since then. I'm now somewhat a wanted criminal apart of the L.O.V.
My hero name is Deku but as a villain I'm unknown,, people fear me but they don't know I exist. I have no real name but other villains look up to me still, and that's how I like it. I can create chaos without ever truly existing. Within the league my main task is scouting and spy shit. I've been gathering information from UA for a few years now and have previously been the planner of multiple attacks.
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No one at U.A has suspected a thing except possibly Todoroki, but that guy will theorise about anything. My double life has been going on smoothly but soon I'll have to finally make a choice. Stick with the L.O.V, who have practically become my second family or become the number one pro hero, symbol of peace and protect the world from crime.

Fuuuuuck, why is making decisions that determine your entire life so fucking hard.

✨ A/n: Okay so that was the first part please give feed back if you have any, whether it's on the actual writing or formatting and thanks for reading ^^
I'm probably gonna make all the parts around this length cuz otherwise I'll probably get bored halfway and give up.✨