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#175 raging

Remember how I said I was going to the midnight release? Well, like always, I couldn't go.

At about 9:15 my mom started telling us all to go to bed, so I was like "we're still going to the thing, right?" and then she goes "what thing?"

That is when I start freaking out bc sHE DOESNT EVEN REMEMBER

So when I tell her she's like "oh ur gonna have to talks to Edwin (my stepdad) about that"

I go over to him and ask him if we were still going, and he goes "I thought you were doing it online"

At this point I felt like I wanted to cry bc 1. It's Pokemon we're talking about and 2. This is the third time they have made up excuses to bail out on things they promised.

So I told my mom that if I fall asleep to wake me up when it time, right? She wakes me up five hours later to get ready for school. "Sorry, Edwin forgot. Don't complain to me bc it was his fault go talk to him"

*three weeks earlier*

"Hey ma, can I go to the theatre show at my school?"

"Yeah!"

*ends up not going because Edwin "too tired"*

*one week after that*

"Hey ma, can I go to my old middle school's theatre show? You owe me!"

"Yeah of course"

*ends up not going bc my mom didn't "feel like it"*

And now this. And I hate how they always whine on how I always like to stay in the house buT WHEN I WANNA GO OUT NOOOOOO WE CANT DO THAT BC WE'RE BUSY BUt when theY want to go I HAVE to.

I'm just really upset right now and I just