Her Bodyguard (Taehyung FF) *Mafia version*

{25}

I pick up my phone to call Taehyung, but his phone goes straight to voicemail. I quickly make breakfast for the guys and leave a sticky note 'going out for a while, help yourselves'. I don't know where Taehyung is, but I'm thinking about the bar near the park.

I look everywhere, but I can't find him. I checked at the park, the store, I called his grandma, I asked Jin Oppa, I even walked around the mall to look for him, but he wasn't at any of those places.

I've been looking for 3 hours now, I've called him 42 times and left 30 messages.

I hang up and sigh. I hit the steering wheel again and again. Fuck, this is all my fault, with that big mouth of mines.

After a couple of hours I head home, I'm tired and I've given up. But Jimin and Jungkook are looking for him. I just hope he's okay...

Taehyung p.ov.

I wake up with a pounding headache. Fuck what happened?

Then I remember the fight I had with Y/N, I sigh and then check my phone. 42 calls from Y/N, 30 messages from Y/N, 25 calls from Jimin, 12 texts from Jimin, 20 calls from Jungkook, and 5 texts from Jungkook.

Fuck, shit fuck. I look around and the gasp when I see a naked woman beside me. I hit myself a couple of times, I fucked her. Fuck.

[ I take another shot, another, and another. Does Y/N even love me? another shot. Am I not good enough for her? another shot. Is she better off without me? another shot. I'm just overreacting. Another shot. I was about to take another shot, but I feel a hand on my thigh. "this is not Y/N" my brain alerts me and I slap the person's arm away. I turn around to see a fake blonde cake faced bitch with a super tight and revealing dress. I roll my eyes and turn around, but her hand stops me "You look sad, babe" my stomach churns. I don't know why her voice sounds so familiar. "Miss me?" "I don't know who you are, I have a girlfriend. Leave me alone you slut" I spit and she smiles wickedly. "Babe, forgot me so soon? You forgot your love Chaeyoung? if you had a girlfriend you wouldn't be here" she whispers near my ear.

 "Get away from me" I grit and she does, she leaves winking at me. I drink a bit more. To me, it seemed little, but I don't know how much I drank because I ended up letting Chaeyoung drag me to an empty bedroom. "Fuck I missed you" she moans and I didn't even take off my clothes. I roll my eyes "You just missed my dick, cuz no one gave it to you like I did" I harshly say and she laughs "You're not wrong there, babe". I feel her get on top of me, take control, touch me, but I wanna be the one in control this time. So I flip us over]

I groan and feel my heart hurt. I don't know how I'm going to tell Y/N this...the girl moves and I look at her face closely. She looks so familiar, why do I feel like I know her? "I know I'm beautiful, but please stop staring," she says and I scoff "Wow, you sure are narcissistic." 

"No, I just know for a fact I'm pretty" she bats her eyelashes for effect "Pretty insecure and ugly. If you're gonna do makeup to cover up that ugliness at least learn how to do it properly" her eyes widen. "How dare you- how could you-" I cut her off "And brush your teeth in the process. Your morning breath could kill more people than an atomic bomb could".

I take out my wallet and toss a couple of 100 bucks on the bed and find my way out. But before I exit, I feel a hand tug at my sleeve. "Taehyung, don't you remember me?" she asks and at that moment her eyes flash the old Chaeyoung I used to know before they turned back to her fake self. 

I shake my head "Sorry, you got the wrong person" I mutter and look away. She shakes her head as her tears pool up in her eyes "N-no, you're the Taehyung I know. The one who loved me protected me, bought me Ice Cream and took me on long walks to keep me sane. I know- I know I messed up pretty bad- I-" I take her arms off my sleeve, not wanting to hear any more.

"I'm not the Taehyung you used to know," I say and leave, slamming the door shut.

I stink of alcohol, my head hurts, I just fucked a slut, Y/N is mad at me, they all are probably worried. 

On my way to our house. I keep thinking, did I cheat on Y/N? But we never made it official? ok, even if we didn't...we still have feelings for each other. But I wasn't even in my full senses! I shake my head as my headache gets worse.

I call an Uber and go home.

As soon as I reach home, Y/N runs towards me and engulfs me in a hug. I wrap my arms around her and snuggle close taking in her scent. She smells like wild cherry blossom and candy and everything sweet. 

She pulls away, but I pull her close to me again. "Kim Taehyung, you stink, you idiot." she playfully smacks my head, but I shake my head still not pulling away.

Y/N p.o.v.

I feel so happy to see him, I forget about our stupid fight. I pull him into a hug and I feel his fluffy hair against my neck. 

He smells like a girl's perfume. He reeks of alcohol. I pull away, but he pulls me closer. I hear him sniffle "Taehyungie, are you okay baby?" he shakes his head and pulls away. 

"Y-Y/N I-I-" I break down and I pull him back in another hug, "It's okay baby, take your time" I coo as I rub his back in circular motions. "How about you go freshen up? and then we can talk about it?" I suggest and he nods.

Rubbing his eyes, hiccups leaving his lips, he makes his way upstairs looking like a penguin. A little unwanted giggle erupts from my throat and Taehyung turns around halfway up the stairs with a questioning look on his face.

"You look like a Lil penguin," I say and shrug, but the smile doesn't leave my lips, he gives me a small smile as more tears slip down his cheeks. Then I watch his back as he leaves. Something's not okay, something happened when he left. He smelled like alcohol and girls, did he?....

Taehyung p.o.v.

Seeing her smile, hearing her hearty laugh, and feeling her tiny arms wrap around me makes me feel guilty. I feel like I committed a sin, Y/N doesn't deserve this, she deserves someone better.