Undiscovered Secrets ~.:Depressed Midoriya x Bakugou:.~

.:Chapter 2:.

Midoriya's Pov

I woke up to something holding onto me tightly around my waist, I flinched and slowly gazed up to see Shi's face. Releasing a breath I didn't know I was holding, I unraveled his arms and slipped away from him. Quietly tiptoeing my way over to my dresser, I squatted down to my second bottom drawer and took out a gray tank top and a dark green jacket along with dark blue skinny jeans. Grabbing a pair of boxers and a towel I made my way over to the bathroom. I looked at the small clock in the bathroom, it read 5:43am.

Sighing, I turned on the shower and felt the water for the right temperature. 'Just great... Shi saw me hyperventilating and crying in my room.. let's hope he didn't hear what I said', thinking to myself I made my way over to the sink. Crouching down while being silent I opened the cubert and opened up a box of cleaning sponges. I took out a slightly tinted red blade and placed everything back. Placing the blade on the counter I started to get undress. The cut on my arm was self made but in the spot to where if I say 'oh I ran into my dresser' people will believe me.

Grabbing the blade, I hopped into the shower. I placed the blade on one of the stands that is built into the shower. Taking the bottle of soap and a rag, I began to wash myself. 'It's only a matter of time till they see how useless I am. I'm weak, stupid, dumb, waste of space, murderer, just a tool, a pet, quirkless loser, a DeKu'.

All these words defined me, not one being untrue. How can anyone ever see something in me, not once has anyone cared, not once has anyone showed me any kindness. As I continued with this the voices started to pipe up and attack me. I'm never safe anywhere. A soft glint of light shined at the corner of my eyes so I peeked over at it and there it was. In all its glory was the light tented red blade practically calling my name out to me.

I picked up the blade and started to question on where I should cut since my wrist or lower arm isn't an option. I then saw the top of my arm under where my shoulder rested. Taking this spot into consideration, I placed blade on it and readied myself for the upcoming pain.

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I placed the blade down on my skin while pressing hard on it to where it broke into my skin. The pain didn't come through so I slid down on the uncharted flesh. The warm water now hitting the opened flesh made the stinging worse but I pulled through. Replacing the blade on my skin I continued to cut. More lines spreading across my upper arm, the stinging satisfaction of the water hitting the cuts, the red running color of blood as it hits the snowy white surface of the tub. I continued this process till I ended up with 24 cuts. Mentally scolding myself for doing to many, I washed up my hair and turned the shower off.

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I made sure to have bandages in here since I planded this all last night. I wrapped up my arm and got dress, I then started to blowdry my hair so it wouldn't be as wet as it normally was when I use a towel. Placing the now dry blade in my pocket, because I know that if I left it here someone would find it, and opened the door. Slowly making my way to my room because I still feared that Shi will still be there, unpond opening my door I was correct. There he was, the purple haired boy, sitting on my bed and scrolling through his phone. He peeked up at me and hopped slightly off my bed. "Hey Zuku, how are ya?", he asked with bit of a worried but monotoned voice.

Putting on a reassuring smile and made my way further into my room," I'm good Shi! How are you?", I asked him back. He just smiled back and hummed knowing that it means he's good also. Shi then left my room to go to his room, I then made it over to my bedside table and went to the lowest drawer. Opening the drawer, I quickly placed the red tented blade inside a book and put it away.