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Tonight Jungkook was going to go through with his date idea, admittedly it was kind of cheesy. The whole thing out of a movie scene and he'd have to get Lisa to stand guard of the park set up till he and Tae got there. But if he was able to make Taehyung smile on their first official date then that's all he needed. Maybe even a sweet little kiss as well, but that wasn't really a necessity to have a good night.

"Is everything alright still?" Jungkook questioned through his phone to Lisa as he paced back and forth in front of his apartment complex. After he had finished talking with Lisa and explaining his plan he had called Jimin to make sure Taehyung was okay with going out with him on a date tonight.

Of course he had said yes and gotten really happy about it. So after the call Jungkook and Lisa got to setting up and getting ready, they drove to the park separately so that Lisa could stay and guard while Jungkook picked Taehyung up and then she could go home.

Jungkook decided he wanted this to be like those movie dates, he went and picked up a bouquet of flowers. He wasn't going to knock on the door because he'd be locked on by Jimin for the rest of his life. He was going to show Taehyung just how important he was to him, how much he needed him around.

Right now however he was thinking of how everything could go wrong, in the time he opens the door to the moment the date ends. All these thoughts were freaking him out.

"Calm down kook, you need to calm yourself. You're freaking out over nothing." Lisa sighed from the other end of the phone, "this is an amazing date idea and Taehyung will love it, I promise."

Jungkook ran his fingers through his hair, "you can't promise something like that noona." He let out a long groan, "I don't know why I'm so nervous about this."

"You love him, this is your first date and you know he has a bad past so everything is scary, you don't know what might trigger a panic attack. The thing is kook you know fully well that you are the one who can pull him out of that state." Lisa said softly, "you're also worried the now that you finally have Taehyung as a boyfriend and your best friend again that if you need up in anyway you'll lose him again. But from everything I've heard about you two, I know that isn't something you need to worry about."

Jungkook took in a deep breath and blew it out, he glanced up at the window he knew was his and then down at the flowers on his car passenger seat. He sighed, "I guess you're right, I'm scared."

"Of course I'm right kook, you don't need to be scared. You and taehyung have a very special bond that from what Jimin has said can't be broken. Plus you have this date in the bag, I'm jealous that Chaeyoung never thought of something like this for me."

He chuckled, "Okay, I think I can do this now."

"Good it's getting dark and I want to see my own girlfriend tonight," she said teasingly. 

Jungkook just rolled his eyes and chuckled, "alright we should be there soon." Then hung up after Lisa hummed in reply. He reached for the flowers and took a deep breath as he started at the front doors, "it'll be fine Jungkook, he won't ever leave again. You're there with him." With that he marched up to the apartment buildings glass doors.

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Jungkook unlocked his door quickly, he couldn't have those second thoughts again, Taehyung didn't deserve that. Right as he opened the door Jimin came running to him.

"Wait, he isn't ready yet," he declared, placing both hands on the youngers shoulders, his gaze landing on thw flowers hanging at Jungkooks side. "ooo, flowers such a gentleman you are little Kookie."

The younger pouted, a light blush spread across his face, "shut up hyung,"

"Oh you're here?" Taehyungs voice caught both their attention, he walked up from behind Jimin, "flowers?"

Jungkooks face reddened more, "uh yeah they're for you, I thought you'd like them,"

Taehyung blushed, "thank you, they're pretty."

"Okay you two, go now you're becoming sickeningly sweet and I don't want diabetes, I'll put the flowers in a vase before I leave here okay. Now go." He started pushing on the them taking the flowers from Jungkook and closing the door on the two after sending them a wink.

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"This is where I leave," Lisa stated as the two men walked up to the spot. "Bye," she waved as she passed them.

"Thanks noona," Jungkook smiled, then turned to Taehyung stopping them, "do you know where we are?"

Taehyung nodded, "of course, we're at the park we always visited when we were younger." He looked around a bit, memories filling his head, "it's a little different but I'd never forget this place."

The smile on his face grew when he caught eyes with Jungkook again, the younger always made him smile. "Okay, I have a surprise, you have to close your eyes though."

"I..."

"If that's not stepping over anything, and you're okay with it." The younger started to ramble.

"No it's okay... just... it's fine" Taehyung paused, slowly he clos3d his eyes waiting for Jungkook to do something with shaky breaths.

He hesitantly placed his hand on the olders shoulder, gulping and flinching back as soon as Taehyung flinched at his touch. "Tae, if you're not okay with it then that's fine, you can open your eyes."

Taehyung took a deep breath, looking at Jungkook he noticed the other with guilty eyes. "I'm sorry,"

"It's not y-"

"No it is, I'm already ruining our date with stupid things."

"It's not stupid, you haven't ruined anything. Your trauma isn't stupid things, it's something that I want to help you get over but if anything affects you I want to know so that I don't put you in a position that hurts you." Jungkook gave him a soft yet firm stare.

"Okay..." Taehyung stated, taking in a deep breath before closing his eyes again, "show me the surprise."

"Are you sure."

"Of course I am, I want to get better too." He opened his eyes again gazing into Jungkooks eyes with determination, "putting myself in situations that make me remember anything, I admit isn't the smartest thing. But... but I think if I slowly push myself I can try and help myself." He grabbed Jungkooks hand and entwined their fingers holding it up next to both their faces. "And with you I feel safe, I know what just happened made you think other wise... but you are helping me, you keep me safe and I feel safe around you all the time. I'm sorry, and I..." He placed his free hand on the youngers cheek and leaned in to kiss him, without fail the younger kissed back tightening the hold on Taehyungs hand.

When they pulled apart Jungkooks cheeks were dark red, and a dopey smile on his face.

"So, can I see the surprise now?" Taehyung caressed the youngers cheek. He closed his eyes, and waited for the younger to do something.

Jungkook used his free hand to hold his chest, man he really loves Taehyung.

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Next chapter won't be the date, I'm kind of skipping over it hehe. The next chapter is going to be a time skip and maybe a smut scene if not then the chapter afterwards.

One or two more chapters and the book is finished.😊