The Darkness In His Head (BNHA Males x Depressed Male Reader)

Chapter 11

(A/N: I do not own the pictures and/or videos! The credit is to the artists and / or owners of the content in the videos !)

*Warning! This is a gruesome and disturbing! I recommend you stop reading this chapter at the note that says WARNING in all caps if you are not comfortable with, cussing, blood, death, gore, violence, and/ or anything related to it! This chapter will get sad so if you don't want to cry (you might cry but I don't know) I recommend you also don't read this until it says (Triger Warning Over!) in this chapter but if it says 'WARNING!' again I recommend you stop reading again until the next note that say (Triger Warning Over!)! You have been warned. Now please enjoy the chapter!*

(Another A/N: This is still a flashback just to let you all know! You may continue!)

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1st Person POV

I had been slipping away from life and into the darkness. I was unable to keep my thoughts intact so I couldn't fight back.

Then for some reason I could suddenly see. There was a ringing in my ears and a buzzing in my head. I was very confused and my thoughts still weren't intact. Besides the sharp sting in my head, I was no longer in pain.

I was still in the alleyway, but something was VERY wrong. I couldn't put my finger on it though. My head was still spinning. Once my thoughts were a bit more intact, I noticed something.

Why am I not bleeding anymore...?

Not only was I not bleeding anymore, there were also no longer injuries on my body. Something else was missing though, or at least starting to fade away . . . 

Where is the blue light from B/n?

"I l-l-ove you b-big b-brother...", I heard the soft voice of my little brother say then fade away.

I looked up to see All Might close to my little brother, trying to save him after realizing what he had done. I ran over to my little brother, seeing what was left of the blue light fade away. I was crying blood. I picked him and his familiar staff up then I ran to my parents' bodies and teleported us all home.

The second I got home I fell on my knees, crying as I held my now dead brother in my arms.

"why . .?", I whispered to myself. 

Rage started to consume me once more.

"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO SWITCH WITH ME?!?!!", I shouted and slammed my fist on the floor. Just a few moments later the rage started to fade away and was replaced with depressing thoughts and extreme sadness. I continued crying and looked at my brother's face. He had a painful death.

His eyes were still open, so I carefully closed them with my trembling hand.

They were all dead, but I knew I could bring them back.I didn't have what I needed yet though. I had to. At least him.

I knew I had to bring B/n back to life. He was too young to die, especially so brutally.

 I couldn't bring him back immediately. I needed to find The Book of Necromancy first, and that would take time, a long time. At least it will give B/n time with Mother and Father if they somehow aren't burning in hell since one of their sons is an angel.