She was right
I looked back at her " I couldn't control myself, I know you're disappointed in me" I said.Marvin was slowly standing up straight. "I'll head out." He said.
"No, I'll go, I just Needed to grab some clothes real quick" she said as she went to her drawer and grabbed a shirt and fresh underwear. She walked to the door but before walking out she looked back at me with dis-appointment and sadness in her eyes. She closed the door softly and than there was silence.
Marvin looked back at me "sorry"
I sighed and looked up at him "It's my fault, I'm the one who kissed you first, and I'm the one who's completely sober, not you." What possessed me to kiss him. What is wrong with me.
We stood there for some seconds.
"I'm sorry" I said.
"For what?" He said softly.
"For all this" I said
"Nah that felt really good. I needed that. what are you talking about?" he said.
"Yeah but ,it's not that I'm gonna forgive you or anything, I think it's gonna take a very long time for me to forgive you for what you did, for now, there is nothing between us. If you want to have sex with everyone in school. Go ahead" I said.
"I understand" he said playing with his watch.
"Thank you" I said.
______________________"I don't think so" Malika was convincing me to go to a party
as I was picking my book from my locker"Why? please..I , it's gonna be fun come on please please plea-"
"Dammit fine" I said turning to her
"Yay, so I'll see you later at our room than thank you bye" she walked away and quickly walked back as she stole my capri-sun and ran away. I laughed at her stupidness and closed my locker as I took a tight hold of my bag.
"Ariana" I turned around to see a grinning Adam looking back at me.
"Hey" I said with a genuine smile.
"So , you're going to the party later tonight? " he asked with hope in his eyes.
"Well I don't really have a choice because of Malika, so yeah I'm going" I laughed
"You know, it's Marvins party"
"I know" i signed. "It's alright, he is surely gonna be with his friends and girls and plus, I got you and Malika by my side." I smiled at him.
______________________There I was, walking thru the entrance of Marvins house with Malika holding my hand. I started looking around and seeing the familiar house. So many drunken teenagers making out. The typical cliche party.
"Here you go" she said as she handen me a cup with probably alcohol or vodka in it.
"What is it?" I asked as I looked at the red cup in disgust, it was a pink-red coloured liquid with some ice cubs.
"It's alcohol mixed with cherry tuioty flavoured liquid" she said as she took a sip out of it. I did the same and took a sip of the cold liquid. It was a sweet candy taste but it burned pretty bad.
"Wassup wassup cuties" Adam said as he came in-between us, also taking a drink.
"Hey" I said with a cheerful smile.
"I have a boyfriend Adam, don't call me cute" Malika said sarcastically. I laughed and Adam did the same but when he turned to finally look at me he stopped laughing. "Wow, Ariana.. look good" he said smiling at me.
"Thank you Adam" I said"Guys lets take a picture of our drinks." Malika said with a big smile looking down at our drinks.
I did as she asked and took a pic of our drinks.
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I'm so drunk and I have no idea where Malika and Adam are. It's been a couple hours now and I feel..kinda good. I mean yeah I lost my friends but I feel very..light. I don't know how to explain it but I feel good. I started looking around hoping to see my friends but the house was so packed it's impossible to spot them from here, especially with only pink blue red lights on. I walked inbetween everyone to the middel of the dance floor and stared swaying my hips to the hard melody. Closing my eyes and moving my arms slowly to the beat feels good, i look up with my eyes closed and enjoy the music. Everyone beside me is dancing like crazy animals and some are making out. Not in a cute making out way tho. With my black thin dress , I dance and dance the night away. Hehe.
Out of nowhere I need to pee really bad. I slowly get out of the crowded area with my eyes closing because of how drunk I am. Slowly I walk upstairs hoping to find a bathroom. This place is very familiar.
I walk down the hall and finally spot a bathroom. I walk in and I see a girl on..Marvins lap. On bed. This is not. The. Fucking. Bathroom. Omg. Marvin and the girl both look at me. "Ariana" he breathed out. Yep, they where definitely in a heated make out session. And the girl probably hates me right now. Cause he can really w- Ariana shut up.
"S-sorry" I stuttered while closing the door quickly. I started running hoping he wouldn't see me. I started giggling for no reason as I'm running and almost falling like 29399 times. I find a place where i can find take a breath, hope Marvin won't find me and call Malika. I looked down my mini purse pulling out my phone to call Malika and when I look up i see Marvin.
"What are you doing kitten" he asked with a smirk tilting his head to the side. He is sober. I can tell.
"Get away from my face" I slurred "and go back, to that-that other stupid ugly girl" I said as I started pushing his chest away from me. He took both my wrists gently to make me stop. I looked up and saw him looking down at me.
"How much did you drink love?" He asked.
"non of you're Business" I slurred crossing my arms.
"You look very good love" he said looking me up and down.
"Eyes up here" I said as I put my fingers under his chin and made him look up to my eyes.
He looked at me and raised one eyebrow.
Next thing I know , his moving his lips out I can't m hear him good enough. He was talking but I couldn't hear him, I just saw his lips move. And than everything went black.
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RomanceAriana, a very innocent , incredibly smart and beautiful girl goes to Harvard university, she meets Marvin junior the incredibly mean , the 'don't mess with him' guy and the hottest guy that literally every girl drools for, his beautiful, smart, ver...