His breath, his air, his life. His Everything.

Chap 4.

I rushed down stairs and was already out of breath when I reached the place me and malika where meeting up at. I saw her coming with a huge grin on her face and two cups in her hands.

"Ariana follow me, one of the hot guys invited us to sit with them" oh no no

"But you told-"

"Yeah I know, but maybe their not so bad, let's just sit with them. Than at least we can get to know them" i have a bad feeling about this.

" i dont know about this malika"

"Don't worry Ari, nothing will happen as long as where near each other " she said 

"okay fine" I gave up, Lets hope i don't see Marvin and I mean there is nothing else to do anyway. She grabbed my hand and pulled me with her.

We walked and arrived in what looks like a very modern looking living room. This house is absolutely beautiful with the huge windows from top to bodem, giving away the beautiful view of Los Angeles. Me and malika walked to one of the couches and sat down.

As I sat down I can feel the guys staring right at us, two guys looked straight at me and whispered things to each-other.

I feel so uncomfortable. Minutes passing by of me sitting there with malika beside me holding my hand and Malika talking to one of the guys.

We're sitting with the 'cool kids' , so this is considered a honor to people? that's probably why malika wanted to come here in the first place.

Everybody's head turned to the person coming up and I turned my head to see who it is and yeah, it's Marvin.Where has my luck gone today.

"Ariana you good?" malika asked me putting her hand on my back.

"Huh?-" I removed my gaze from Marvin and looked at malika "yeah I'm okay don't worry, I was just-" I looked up at Marvin who sat straight in-front of me leaning against the chair looking directly at me with a slight smirk on his Face "thinking..I was just thinking." I said as I gave her my best 'don't worry I'm okay' smile.

She turned back around and continued her conversation till one of the guys started talking

"Boys - and girls of course, let's play a game"  Everyone said their yeahs and lets goes and I shook malikas leg slightly

"Yeah?" She asked "Can we go, i don't feel good" I said feeling Marvin's gaze on me "Come on, one game and than we'll go" She said with her puppy eyes. "Alright." I said and she gave me a big grin and turned back around. I played with the end of my dress trying to ignore the burning gaze I'm feeling from Marvin ,the girls beside him noticed where his looking and started giving me shady looks and whispering things in each other's ears. Ugh make this stop please.

"Alright truth or dare" One of the guys asked. "Ill start" said one of the girls sitting beside Marvin.
"truth or dare" Everyone was focused on what she's gonna say next. "Dare" she said .'Oh shit' the guys said.

"Alright than, I dare you to kiss..the guy you find most attractive in this group" The girls smirked to each other and looked beside them and than smiled at Marvin. they both quickly looked at me and than back to Marvin. The girl stood up and walked up to Marvin who gladly took her on his lap and kissed him like it was the last time she's gonna kiss someone, I looked away, I don't like to see people kissing, it's grosse, and I..well I never kissed someone before so I don't really know the feeling, but it's gross.

When they finished i turned back around and saw Marvin, who's looking again at me again and acts like nothing just happened.

I think this is a normal thing for him. Kissing random girls. Well it probably is considering the fact he has new girlfriends weekly and breaks their heart like their piece of trash.

Poor girls. They fall in love with someone and that person breaks their heart like their nothing. Disgusting. What an Asshole. I looked away quickly and than my heart dropped.

"Kitten" Marvin said referring to me. The girls looked shocked and malika did too but kept a straight face.I didn't tell malika about the encounter with Marvin an hour ago. I looked up at him and you can probably tell by my face that my heart dropped and my nerves are kicking in.

"Truth or dare" he asked. Chocked ,I looked at malika for help and she was as chocked as me. the Marvin junior took time of his day to talk to me. Is what their probably thinking right now. 'Leave me alone' is what I'm thinking,

I took a long time of thinking and finally answered "truth" I said , too scared to choose dare "Looser" said one of the girls and everyone started laughing.

"Don't talk to her like that" malika defended me. "Okay girls calm down" one of the guys said

"what was the best sex you had and with who?" Marvin casually asked, I choked on my own saliva and the guys started snickering.

"what kind of question is that" I asked looking at him with shocked face.

"It's a Question kitten,now answer it."

"I- Well..next Question please " I looked down at my hands and felt embarrassed. I never had sex, god I never even kissed before , or had a boyfriend

"hold on, You never had sex and you're like what , eighteen ?!" one of the guys asked out of no where. This is embarrassing.

"Jesus Christ " one of the other guys  said. Marvin looked at me with an expression I can't really explain. Chock for sure but there is something else, awe maybe. Yeah. I looked at him,admiring him again. Probably making it to obvious that I'm staring but Wow , he is gorgeous. this guy is messing with my damn hormones.

One time I hate him, the other time I'm admiring his beauty. And he always gives me those stares, and now his asking me such an absurd and weird question. What the hell.

"Okay you know what, lets go" malika said as we both stood up
"Oh come on, it just started to get fun."

We ignore the guys pleads for us to stay and walk out. As we walked out the door into the dark evening with drunk people lying on the floor, I heard a voice I did not want to hear again

"Kitten" Marvin's low voice called. Malika and I turned around as he came closer to us.

"Can I talk to you" he asked me  "No she can't leave her alone, we ne-"

"did I ask you something malika" he asked looking at her. " I-okay imma leave you two alone for a bit" she said and let go of my hand and walked away

"Malika wait-" I said as I walked to her but he grabbed my wrists and pulled me very close to him.

"Now you hold on a second kitten" he said grabbing both my wrists with his one hand and the other lifted my chin making me look at his his hypnotizing and beautiful eyes. He eyed me and came closer and closer to my face. For some odd reason , I closed my eyes and waited for what's happening next, is it really happening , am i gonna kiss for the first time? And with him? I saw this in some movies. Oh my god. As I was rambling in my head. out of no where he pulled away and let go of my wrists.

"You are the most naïve and innocent girl I've ever seen" he said in a low tone. Sounding like his out of breath.

"Bye kitten" he said as he turned around and walked away. Oh my god, why am I panting. And most importantly, why am I itching for his lips on mine.
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Time flies man, it's crazy.