Without me

Ch. 14

Morning came quick , when I finally woke up I noticed a arm around me looking up I see jace. I get up slowly and head to the bathroom for a shower as I turn the water on I make sure the door is locked. The bathroom fills with steam and begins to get hot and muggy. As I step in the shower I let the hot water roll off of me , I close my eyes and suddenly remember my first time meeting Connor. As I think about how sweet and innocent he looked and then my wet dream of him takes over his bad boy look drives me crazy. I begin to get horney thinking about it when I open my eyes I realize I have a detachable shower head with different settings.

I find a message stream setting and put it on my back. I close my eyes and think about Connor again which gets me hot once more. I prop my leg up on the side of the tub taking the shower head and putting it between my legs sends a rush of pleasure to my head. As I begin imagining having sex with him I move the shower head to mimick his movements in my mind. It doesn't take long for me to finish having to cover my mouth in case I moaned.

As I finish in the bathroom I grab some left over Chinese food for breakfast. When I looked were I once laid I don't see jace that's when I feel arms go around me. Before I know what's happening I slam the back of my head into his nose hearing him groan in pain made me feel good.

"That's what you get for scaring me I thought you was an intruder" I tell him.

"Damn well at least you know how to defend yourself" he says and smiles at me the blood from his nose running over his lips.

I walk in the bathroom grabbing a wet rag to give him. "Do you wanna get out maybe walk around" I ask jace.

"Sure" he says raising a brow.

After his nose stopped bleeding we head out. I begin telling him about the people that use to live on the block and how I was a straight A student. He was shocked to learn I was a good girl never got in trouble thought piercing and tattoos were gross. Now I'm here a tattoo sleeve consisting of a skull and roses and my nose pierced.

We get tired of walking so we stop at the park, we swing on the swings for a bit he tells me about his life and now I understand why he was abusive. He told me his dad was never supportive to him and if he did just a little thing he would get beat, but he did get better after we broke up.

"You know I never meant to hurt you" he says looking at his feet.

"Yea that's what they all say though jace" I tell him meaning it every abusive relationship ends like that and they get back together then it happens again.

"You know if you still have feelings for me you gotta let them go I don't want to be in a toxic loop" I tell him and he nods.

"It's just hard I loved you for so long but I know I hurt you" he says.

"We can be friends though right cause I like doing this" he says pointing around to what we had done today.

"Yes we can be friends were probably better at that then being together" I tell him.

We hang out a little longer then head back to the house. "So what happened to your parents" jace asks after being together for three years I never told him.

"The died in a car accident" I tell him blankly and he doesn't ask further.

"Hey you wanna watch a movie you pick" he says changing the subject.We put a scary movie in jace jumps at all the scary stuff and I end up laughing the night away.