my gay ass diary ! 🥴

aye shit my FAULT 😭

LMAO my fault y'all i really been one dead ass bitch , i was supposed to update and shit but a bitch be lazy asl but imma ATTEMPT to get back on my shit because a bitch been feeling lonely lately and alllaaattt sad ass shit

So yea y'all I'm in the 10th grade now , all that shit previously was when i was a GHETTO ASS FRESHMAN so don't mind allat shit it was really something , but life going okay i guess i just been real sad lately doe not even gon get onnis bitch and overly CAPPPP to y'all asses

Like i really wanna know what's my purpose in life , i love writing essays and shit and a lot of poetry i know it don't seem like that on here because my lil ass be acting illiterate asl on here but TRUSTTT ME , BBY I BE SMOKING THIS ESSAY SHIT . Nawl fr tho like that's what be irritating me because ion wanna be no english teacher that shit is so fucking boring to me and idk how far poetry can take my ass .

Anyways my date life going okay i guess , mind you I'm dating a boy rn LMAOOO SURPRISE BITCHES 😭 but yea he's an aries too and we good together but we have our clashing moments and he really irritated me today , y'all I'm telling y'all PLEASE DONT DEPEND ON NOBODYYY FOR SHITTTT THEY ASS NOT GO COME THROUGH FOR YOU , seriously i love independence especially over the summer when i was making money and just living my best life i miss that feeling so fucking much.

Alsooooo like idk if y'all remember the thick ass bitch i had a crush on last year i still gotta crush on this bitch even tho she did some bogus ass shit i really wanna treat this bitch but still her ass is so fucking bad noooo bapp 😭 her ass always trying to talk to me like BITCH IK WHAT YOU DID , but still her ass is bad asl but imma never forget that shit FASUREEEE 😭

alsoooooooooo idk if i really wanna go to college y'all, my dirty ass high school steady putting allat FUCKING PRESSURE about college and shit like damn bitch is you gon pay these fucking LOANS OFF 🌚 i really don't know fr like life so fucking confusing rn and i know I'm 15 but still i think about this shit and it saddens me because idk what tf i wanna do.

Shit now also bro i been feeling like my life been so fucking boring and very routine like so i was taking this weekend to go out and shit butttt shit never goes right for me so guess what , I WAS IN THIS HOUSE CRYING like dawg literally this weekend was supposed to be so fun for me but that's why you can't depend on mfers for SHIT and i need some new fucking friends I'm tired of this depressing ass shit , LIKE GAHHLEEE IMMA CUTE ASS BITCH WHO WANTS FRIENDS 😭

but anyways imma ATTEMPT to constantly update I'm sorry guiesssss , but yea that's it y'all can comment and shit luv yalll 😎