Journal

1-21-20

So me and my boyfriend broke up today, in four days it would have been our 3 months together. *My longest relationship* I truly loved him but there was a bet on who was going to break up with who first and he said he was either going to break up with me or I was going to break up with him and I didn't want him to hurt me more than I was going to hurt him. So I did it and not even an hour later I got asked out and I said yes because I didn't want to be alone and I kinda liked him. So Him, Luke, Aurora, Louise were all hanging out and Louise said to Noah "hey who does Luke like" and Noah said "oh aurora" And then Luke said "Hey! at least i'm not completely in love with jalynn who has a boyfriend but you have been too chicken to tell her." And my friends Aurora and Louise told me this and then they said no one denied it all Noah said was "That's not cool dude" 

And my now ex- boyfriend (hunter) said that "It would be embarrassing if she broke up with me" And my brain just kinda snapped. So yeah update with anything further... Oh and Noah said he wanted to keep things low for now. And I said yeah that would be ideal because then I would be called a hoe. I have only had two boyfriends in my whole life. So yeah... OHHHH and Luke was my Ex and he broke up with me to date Aurora but she wasn't ready for a relationship so they broke up and he still loved her and she still loved him.