Journal

2-24-20 (FORGET YOU!!)

Today sucked...

I came back from vacation and then I realized I wasn't supposed to finish my book report that we were going to work on it in class. 

And then my friend Louise was talking secretly about me to my boyfriend and I was like Ummm sketchy.. 

And then in math class he broke up with me and today I just had a really bad feeling that he was going to break up with me 

And then I told Taylor that he broke up with me and she said "Do you want me to beat his ass?" And I said "Yes." And then she asked why he did it and I said he didn't tell me and she said "Brb" And she found out why and it's because He likes her or Josefina and she said she wasn't supposed to tell me but she did because she literally hates him. and she said "You can do so much better than him" and I said "No, I literally can't because I don't know anybody who is better" And she said "You should take this time to think for yourself" and I said "I can't do that otherwise I think too much and then I get sad and then I think about dying because I feel that no one loves me" and she said to text her about how I feel and she will help me out. 

And then Louise *I think* likes my Ex... 

She is just being sketchy today... She is best friends with him. I hope she doesn't have too pick between me and Noah... 

Follow my instaspam @jalynn_jacksonnnn and my other one darkxxdreamer 

And my friend Emma @SheQuestionable is freaking great I literally love her and she was like "I'll beat his short little ass" and I stand a Queen. And she checked in to make sure I was ok. She is a good friend. 

Anyways That's it for now 

Hoping I die

Update with anything

-Jalynn 

Oh and why I write this is to make me feel better and then when I look back at it *Good song* I can see how much of a stupid bitch I was being.