Just A Fangirl

Memories Back

~~~~~At Home~~~~~

Once I arrived home, expectedly everyone's asleep and went directly to my room and placed the box on my bed. After refreshing myself, I feel nervous staring at the gift he gave me.

Mechan, stop doing this to me.

I sit on my bed and ready to open the box,

"Here goes nothing (y/n), you can do it!" I sighed deeply.

When I opened it, I saw some but random cuts of japanese papers and a card on top of it. He really loves surprises and what scares me the most...he loves to prank and I'm also not an excuse to be excluded in his pranks.

I opened the card,

To my Chanme,
How are you? Are you okay? Did you eat well? Did you miss me? Yah! You didn't even tell me you went back home! >__< You promised me that you will tell me anything and everything that bothers you even if they're weird T_T You made oppa sad T_T I hope you're doing fine~ Please tell me what's bothering you :( You know I hate seeing you sad it makes me sad too :( Hey you know what! We'll be coming back to the Philippines! I know that you'll be aware of it. Hehehe! Hoping I can see you in the concert, even if you can't come (but hoping you'll come >__<) I'll just imagine that you are there in front of the stage, shouting my name, cheering for me and doing stupid and ugly faces while I perform :P I miss you Chanme T_T Please don't ignore oppa~, whatever is bothering you for not telling or even contacted me for almost a year. A YEAR! But I will find out what's wrong and suddenly leaving me hanging like this. You know how competitive oppa is, I will find out and bring you back to Korea! ↖(^▽^)↗ Please don't ignore me and don't throw the memories we share :( I miss you chanme. Smile for oppa!(>3<)

PS: Eomma and Noona got so mad at me because they thought I cheated on you with someone else or something like that and also scolded me that I spend too much time at the studio and forgot about you that's why you went back to the Philippines. (●︿●) They told me I will not go back to Korea if you don't come with me and they will ignore me for the rest of my life. Sometimes I wonder if they even treated me as their son and brother  (￣︿￣) they love you more than their own blood ╮(╯_╰)╭  and I'm not complaining about it ;) Toben also misses his eomma too and everyone else. You are indeed special Chanme. Argggh~ you make my heart melt. I'm soooo proud~! See you soooon! 사랑 해요~

Love,
Chanme

Argh!! He knows how to make me smile and sad at the same time! Indeed the power of Park Chanyeol! When I removed the papers, I saw an album, another small box and a homemade bracelet. How can you be so sweet mechaaaan. Stop doing this. When I open the album, memories came back, it was all our pictures from our "secret" dates and some stolen shots. You know what I discovered from Chanyeol, he's not just the most talented person in the group (or the world) but also he's also good at photography. It's like every shots he take has its own story to tell. My heart is swelling so much right now, I can't imagine he took a lot of stolen shots of me; me walking on the street turning to him and smile, when I'm mad he pinched my cheeks (it was painful actually), when I took pictures on the places we visited and a lot more. We also had pictures together and it was some of our favorite shots; when he kissed my cheek inside the ferries wheel and the view was so majestic, when he carried me at the back me on the beach and after that he carried me like a bride and smile at each other, when we ate cotton candy together and a lot more. I can't stop smiling and crying at the same time, it hurts and I just missed those days when everything was okay. Page per page he also wrote captions on our pictures and also my solo shots. But the last page I didn't expect it and I cried so much I didn't even remember or saw this on his phone before. It was a shot when we were at his studio this time, I was sleeping on his desk and he stared at me smiling and lovingly. Oh Park Chanyeol! You're the worst! I'm crying like a baby now just because he wrote something that I don't want to assume and expect:

"You are in my fairy tale, You still linger around, sweety girl...I still get nervous, the corner of my heart without you is like a lonely island, I wrote you down in my memories, You can’t be erased, pretty girl...

Our story is not over because we will meet again."
-Peter Pan (Your eternal Peter Pan)

You're the worst Park Chanyeol!
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Authors Corner:

Whiiiiiew! My heart is swelling soooo much! See you!