"fucking bitxh" "stole our oppars 😡"
"probably sucked her way up there 🤣"
"she's so disrespectful." "why does she look obese lollllll" "she acts so bitchy like be civil for one second 🙄" "she's so fake and obviously hates and doesn't appreciate the boys or the fans"
those were the things that circled your brain everyday. you started to distance yourself away from everybody. always declined to go out with your friends and never ate any food. you had a comeback soon so no one really noticed your weird behaviour. you kept quiet and minded your own business.
you were in the practice room and everyone decided to take a break. you opened your phone and your finger automatically pressed the sns app. you scrolled through the comments not necessarily looking for any type of criticism. it was like you wanted to be hurt but you thought those comments would make you better. you read through a bunch of comments when one stuck out to you. "she will never catch up with the boys." in your head you thought, 'this persons right but ill try.'
you went back to practice when everyone decided to go home. "are you coming rinnie?" taehyung asked. "no." you said in a monotone voice. he was surprised by the robot voice you talked to him with. in the car, taehyung asked the members, "have you guys talked to rin recently?" the members paused for a second. "actually not really, she spends her night in her studio and practicing. i only ever see her at practice." yoongi replies. "she comes back early in the morning and leaves only like 2 hours after she falls asleep. i can hear her."
"this isn't healthy for her. jimin talk to her when she comes back." jin says. he nods. everyone is asleep in their rooms when harin comes back at 4am in the morning and walks into her shared room with jimin. "harin are you okay?" he asks as she puts her retainer in. "yeah why wouldn't i be?"
"you've been overworking yourself a lot and it's not really healthy...." he trails off as he's nervous to her response. "no im not. im just trying to be better."
"you're already amazing, you should talk a break sometime." you scoffed at his words. "im not jimin!! im pathetic and you know it! stop trying to comfort me just because you pity me! now just drop it!" you stormed out of the room, off to the balcony.
but you forgot that you left your phone open which showed the one hate comment that you screenshoted that read, 'you'll never be as good as the boys." he scoffed at the comment and woke namjoon up as he knew he would know what to do.
you were sitting out in the balcony, the cool air brushing against your cheeks. "what are you doing out here?" the deep voice asked curiously. "nothing."
"well come back inside."
"no."
"we're not gonna watch you starve, overwork, and sleep deprive yourself over some dumb hate comments rin!!" this time a different voice speaking.
you walked over to them trying to walk past them, with tears in your eyes. but instead they engulfed you in a warm hug. "we are always here for you harin."
as you walked back to your bedroom with jimin, he said, "you helped me so im gonna help you."
