2018 certainly wasn't an easy year for bangtan. tons of rough patches but you got through it together.
aoty was being announced and you honestly were just chilling because you thought you guys weren't gonna get it. "BTS"
suddenly it was like the whole year just passed by your eyes. "us?" namjoon nodded proudly. you walked next to hoseok who was shaking. your hand slipped into his shaking hand. he took the mic and talked into the mic passionately.
"Really, before we came up on stage, I worried a lot. We're always wanting to show you our best sides, and the sides of us that don't make mistakes. So every time, before coming up on stage, I clench my heart and prepare for the performance. This award is really..." and he paused, tears threatening to fall.
you backhugged him, trying to comfort him. he carried on and you slowly released him from your arms.
" I really...think I would have cried if I received this award and even if I didn't this year. Because we went through so much, and because we received so much love, we really wanted to give back with this award. Thank you so much, and to our members here together in this moment, I want to say thank you so much. Thank you, I love you."
he went off crying, you went up to him and gave him a hug. "youre so strong hyung." you told him. he nodded his head still shaking from crying. you took the mic next.
"army...." you whispered vulnerably. the cheers got louder. "this year has undoubtedly been one of the hardest for us, mentally. and this award wouldnt have been here in my hands if it werent for the love and support which helped us get through this year. i promise to work hard to prove to you guys and my members that i am worthy of this very prestigious award. i want to confess something. my precious members, youve with me forever, and i dont think ive ever felt so blessed in my entire life, you guys are like my guardian angels. and i feel as if i havent done the same to you. im sorry. im so sorry."
"thank you ARMY for this award and i promise to repay you." you put on a broken smile and walked away from the mic, passing the trophy to jin.
Sorry if I'm up and down a lot
Sorry that I think I'm not enough
And sorry if I say sorry way too much
You can go ahead and call me selfish
But after all this damage I can't help it