together forever sal x larry fanfic (DISCONTINUED)

chapter 3 - depression and razors

it had been 3 weeks since larry left. the larry shaped gap in my heart kept getting bigger. i was so depressed without him, i was sitting in my room. looking at a polaroid picture ash took of us. a surge of sadness and anger plunged my heart. i screamed and punched the wall, it didnt leave a hole but a nice dent. i start crying and run to the bathroom, grabbing a razor blade. i take off my shirt and throw it on the floor. i start cutting, the bittersweet pain blooming on my arms. i start bleeding and just bandage it up. i put my shirt back on and walk back into my room. i lay down and hardly sleep, drifting in and out. I woke up with my arms stinging, god I miss Larry. Im too sad to eat, sleep, or do anything. Thank got we will at least have a month of summer before we have to go back to school. I looked at my calendar, 10 days until Larry gets back. I don't know if I can survive that. I roll over and cry,wishing larry was here with me. after awhile i finally muster enough energy to try and get something to eat. i sluggishly get out of bed and walk into the living room. i didnt see my dad, he must be at rehab. sometimes he stays there for days on end, sometimes he goes and comes back. i walk into the kitchen and put some poptarts in the toaster,i text larry

{hey hows it going honey pie?}

i put my phone away waiting a response,texting larry is nice and all. but its just not the same as  seeing him or hearing his voice. the poptarts are done and i put them on a plate and sat at the table. all i could do was think about larry. i came out of my thoughts as my phone buzzed with a reply from larry.it was different then the normal responses i got.

{its going fine ig}

i get worried

{you ok?}

the reply was record fast 

{yeah im fine,gtg}

i sighed and put my phone down.me and larry haven't had a real conversation since he left. evil thoughts start spinning in my head 'what if hes cheating on you' 'he doesnt want you anymore' 'larry hates you'. i cant take it anymore, i run to the bathroom and just start cutting, any part of my body that i can easily cut i do. my arms and legs and my hands are fucked. i wrapped them up with bandages and go back to sleep.

--time skip to when larry comes back--
I woke up, excited Larry would finally be back. I quickly got up, my arms hurt. I got dressed, wearing larrys shirt of course, and went to the tree house. I sat and waited for hours, until I got a text
{Almost home, can't wait to see you ;)}
I texted back
{Ok bb, I'll be there when u get here}
I put my phone back down when I heard a car pull up. I ran out of the tree house as fast as my legs would let me. I saw larry and his mom. Me and Larry ran toward each other, finally meeting in a hug. I helped him and Lisa take their things inside. Lisa sighed as we were done "glad to be home" She turned to us "I know you two wanna catch up, I'm gonna go get some food." She waves us goodbye and me and Larry went into his room. As soon as his door was locked he pinned me against the wall, kissing me. We kissed deeply and roughly, then we pulled away for air.
"Fuck me" I said, it slipped out but I wasn't embarrassed
Larrys expression changed, lust was in his eyes now. He threw me onto the bed and pinned me down

(Sorry only 690 words, ik its short. Also I'll be updating it less often, since I'm starting school again. But I'll try my best. I'm also coming out with a one shot book soon ;))