The White Princess and the Black Swan ( Lesbian Stories)

The night that went wrong

Sam's POV

I can't believe we kissed! It was unbelievable, she was a good kisser though. Now I sat down in the sofa and waited for her, but she was taking like forever. Eventually I walked up and out to the kitchen.
I shouldn't have done that.

I saw her eating faces with Justin. God I can't believe this! A few minutes ago she actually acted like my friend, and now, she's just leaving me with that scumbag!

But what am I thinking? I don't like her like that, I'm not a lesbian or anything. Nope, I'm 100% straight.

Who am I trying to fool? Of course I like her, I've been thinking about her much lately. And I'm feeling ashamed of that, because it was quite hot thoughts and dreams. Anyway, she would never like me like that back.

I walked out and found Dean with Brad and Logan. Dean saw something was wrong and took me aside. We walked in to the living room and sat down on the couch, his arm around my shoulder.

" What is it?" He said. I just shrugged.

" Nothing, I just was an idiot who really believed in real love for a while"
Fact is, I've never really felt real love before, for anyone. Yes for my brother, very much, but he's like the only one.

For Dean I just feel friendly love, nothing more. I wanna feel a passionately love, a love that tells me that I'm special. That I am someone's world. Just like Izzy made me feel a few moments ago.

" What do you mean ' believed'? Real love do exsist" Dean said and tried to convince me, but failed a lot.

" There's no such thing as that" I said and took a sip of his drink.

" Of course it is!"

" Just because you already have one you think it does!" I retorted angrily and stood up. I didn't mean to scream at him, it just slipped out.

" Sam! I'll prove it to you" He grabbed my arm and pulled me closer towards him. Before I had time to say anything, his lips were on mine. He kissed me softly and I wrapped an arm around his neck.

He was definetly not a horrible kisser, like Adam, but he wasn't a wonderful one either, like Izzy. Suddenly I was snapped back to the reality.

" Gosh what are you doing Dean?!" I pushed him away from me. " You already have one!"

He was getting super red in his face and he was filled with remorse.
I turned around and saw his real true love.

Brad.

" How did you....? I haven't even told you" Dean was so confused so he could almost collapse here and now.

" You're my best friend Dean. And I do love you, but....not like this. You already love someone else"

Dean nodded, and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. " Just tell me if you need me" he walked over to Brad and sat down with him. Well, they do look good together.

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Eventually I decided to take a hold of my own life, and walked out to the kitchen once again. Izzy stood there with Justin and....wait....Adam? I saw Izzy holding something in her hand, it looked like pills....oh no.

" Izzy, what are you....?"

" Sammie! There you are. Look!" She said excited, and showed me some blue pills. Two pills? Wait, she wanted me to....take them as well?

" Adam what is going on?" I said with a pretty angry voice.

" Relax, we were just talking about having some fun upstairs" he winked at me, but I ignored him and turned to Isabella.