Can't breath

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Sam's POV

I'm so glad mom was alright with everything. I never thought she would come around, at least not that easy. I wondered if Izzy was still alive. I texted her and then I went with mom shopping.

When we were in a clothes shop mom said " So, for how long have guys dated?" I had to stop in my tracks for answering that one. " I'm not sure. We had some ' secret meetings' for a while. And after some times we were very close friends"

" When did you first kiss?"

" At a party"

" When did you....."

" Mom! Jesus christ you should work as a detective or something. Can you leave my private life, just for now? " I asked as polite as I could, but it was hard. I hate when people try to sneak around in my private life.

There's only two people who are allowed to do that; Dean and Izzy. Mostly Izzy, because she's a huge part of my private life.

" Okay, sorry" She sounded offended, so I tried to come up with another subject to talk about. " How did you and dad meet?" Okay that wasn't the greatest subject to talk about, but I've always thought about it.

I could hear mom sigh, but she answered.

" For making a long story short, we met at Starbucks" My eyes grew wide and I couldn't stop stare at her.

" Really? Oh my god, that's were me and Izzy have been seeing each other alot!" I smiled while remember our first date, or meeting, whatever you want to call it. I'm wondering why she was there then. Oh well, it's not a big deal anyway.

" That's nice" Mom responded. " I was so clumpsy when I was in your age, so I accidentley bumped into your father and I had his drink all over me"

" Nice start" I mumbled.

" We started yelling at each other, but eventually we both apologized to one another and started seeing each other more often. We were in the same class and everything. He invited me to the prom and....yeah then we had you"

Wow, that sounded so simple, what if that could happen again? Then I mean if they could apologize and see each other again. Not the splashing-drinks-thing.

" That's so cool. What if you guys can...."

" No we can't. That's impossible"

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After a long shopping time with mom we went home, and I picked up my phone. She hadn't texted or called me, strange. I was sure she would like to see if I was okay or something. I called her up, and after five signals she answered.

Which was even more strange, because usually she answer after one signal. Anyway I heard her voice, but it was cracking, like she was crying.

" Izzy? What's wrong?" She was sobbing loud.

" I can't see you anymore"

My heart stopped beating, and my skin got pale. I tried to stay calm, but the panic was haunting me.

" What are you on about?" I said worriedly.

" What is it you don't understand?" She said with a stronger voice than before. I couldn't hear her sob anymore.

" The-I-can't-see-you-anymore-part" I answered, I was growing a bit impatient.

" More exactly; I don't want to see you anymore" She didn't sound cocky and she didn't snort. But she wasn't sobbing and her voice wasn't cracking anymore. It sounded so cold.

" What do you mean you don't want to see me?" I said a bit louder.

" It's just what I'm saying. I don't want to. You're not my type"

What the fuck, is she on drugs or something? This is not my Izzy. It can't be. Right?

" Izzy stop joking around...."

" I'm not joking! I mean every word of it" This must be a joke. Just a few hours ago she said she loved me and now she's acting like a total freak.

" You're lying Isabella" When I say her real name, I'm quite pissed. This is not funny.
This time I heard her snort. Oh no.

" Stop imagine things. Don't you see? I was just playing with you! It was very funny too"

And there it came. My heart was dropped down onto the floor and fell into pieces. What is going on?!

" Izzy stop! You're just making a fool out of yourself" I heard her laugh a coldhearted laugh in the phone.

" You really are a thick head, aren't you? It's YOU who's making a fool out of yourself."

I was speechless, I couldn't say a word. All I heard before she hung up was her three words. But this time it wasn't the ' I love you' words. No, this was the opposites words.

" Just stay away"

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