The White Princess and the Black Swan ( Lesbian Stories)

Separated ways

Isabella's POV

God this doesn't feel good, I can't believe I actually did that to her. I gathered up all my shit, and threw it on her, right in her face. All because I didn't dare to tell her the truth. I sat in my room and tried to study, but I couldn't. I Just thought of her.

Of course she turned me on.....sort of. She's funny, smart and attractive....veeerry attractive.

Maybe I should text her? But what should I say? ' sorry I ditched you' ?

No, we both have this apologize-face-to-face-than-over-the-phone thing. So I had to talk with her. I was just about to pick up the phone when I heard Bonnie's annoying voice.

" Sweetie!" That means she's talking to me. " You have a friend here!"

I jumped out of my bed and hurried through the door and ran down the stairs with my heart beating faster than I ran. But I slowed down a bit when I saw who it actually was.

" Oh hi Natalie..."

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I don't know why, but I told her about my secret meetings with Sam, I left the details about finding her attractive though. Natalie stared at me, and first she almost picked up the phone for calling a doctor but I'm glad she didn't.

I told her that Sam was a great girl, and that should apologize to her.

" What?! Are you mad? You can't go and apologize for that scum! She's really not worth it. Just leave it and move in"

' But what if I can't?' I thought to myself.

" Sweetie, if anyone knows that you had secret meetings with the slum-girl, well, your reputation is over for the rest of the year"

" So? It's our last year"

" Izzy! Listen to yourself! I don't recognize you anymore. What happened to my sweet, amiable, best friend huh?" She hugged me, but it wasn't a warm and graceful hug. I didn't feel any feeling at all.

" End this ' friendship' now before anyone else knows about it"

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Several weeks passed and I hadn't heard a thing from Sam. Nor had I contacted her either. We avoided each other in school as much as we could. Of course Natalie was happy about that, and I started to date Justin, so my family was even more happier.

Guess who wasn't; me.

Yeah Justin was nice, but I don't really felt like getting together with him.

To night we were going to have a date, again. I sat with my sister who helped me with my make up and dress.

" So, are looking forwards it?" I shrugged in reply. " I guess"

Honesty I didn't, I just wanted it to be over, then I could call Sam and beg her to meet me again. Ignoring her all these weeks doesn't work anymore. I can't be without her.

Fuck Natalie, it's my life.

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The doorbell rang and Bonnie opened.
" Justin! How lovely it is to see you!" Justin was a blond with shades of brown hair, and dark brown eyes. He always had a tan, but today I couldn't really see it because he wore a suit and fixed his hair.

" It's a pleasure to meet you again Bonnie" Justin said and kissed her hand slitghly. " Justin darling, how are you?" My mom said and hugged him.

" I'm just fine mrs Rockwood" he smiled. " Mr Rockwood. How are you doing?" He shook my father's hand. But both me and my father could see that he fussed for my whole family.

My father just nodded and left him to me. Not funny, because he kept fussing for me as well.

" You look extremly perfect tonight!" He exclaimed and kissed my hand, longer than Bonnie. Angelina gave him a quick kiss on the cheek then the whole family left.

" Shall we?" He offered his arm for me and gladly ( just pretended) took it.

We had dinner and we talked a lot. Okay, he did the talking, I was just listening.

" ....so I said, that's my golf club you stupid!" He laughed loudly and I pretended to laugh even though I didn't understand the joke. Nor even cared.

After the dinner we had a ride with his car, after a while he parked infront of the Baseball field. It was getting late and I was tired, so why the hell are we stopping here?

" There's a party comming up tomorrow at my place. Wanna come?
The whole school's comming"

' The whole school, eh?' I thought. That's a great idea!

" Yeah sure" I nodded and smiled a bit.

" Good" He moved closer to me and lay an arm around my shoulders.

" Maybe we can...you know....fix some undone work then. Or if you want to do it now..." One of his hands grabbed my chest and squeezed it hard. Ouch.

" Oh, Um....thanks for the offer, but I don't think so" I tried to pull away, but pulled me closer and embraced me tightly.

I was about to protest when he kissed me hard on the lips. Without asking for entrance, his tongue attacked my mouth and his left hand sneaked in between my legs.

I wasn't a virgin, but this, wasn't really pleasant. " Justin stop" I said.

He didn't listen, he kissed my neck and found a spot, but I didn't response. " Stop...not now!" I hissed and pushed him away.

" Don't be so boring" he kissed me again and this time, one of his fingers was inside me. I wasn't wet at all, so it hurted a lot.

" Justin....stop..!" I almost cried now, but I wouldn't let him see that.

" Fine" he mumbled and pulled out his finger and sat down behind the dial.
" I'll take you home then"

" Good"

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When I got home, I grabbed my phone and called up Samantha immdiatley.

" Izzy? Oh my god I'm so glad you called...."

" Sam, meet me at Starbucks at 5 pm tomorrow. Don't ask. Just do it"

" Okay"

We hunged up and left for bed.