Today was a day lol I did a lot and it was very long so idk if I can finish it alll tonight but I'll do what I do lol so started out I woke up early didn't hear a peep in the house and it was kinda refreshing I couldn't really sleep last night so I stayed up watching reality house and Shane Dawson's new series lol but I wanted to sleep in yanno so I ended up sleeping on till 12 actually and I never do that so it kinda felt good I got ready in just the right time and didn't really have anxiety.. my kiddo wasn't there so I just kinda hung out at first but then I went into the classroom to do my courses for work and bitchhhh they are hard and long asf I thought I had it sweet when I did the first one at work it was only 12 questions but the one I just took was 22 and I got a 33% my first try lmfao I'm working on it but I have a little time still we realized today so after work I had to stay and not get paid lmfao for a marry Kay party my boss's one under was having lol it was actually fun she's a ver sweet lady but thankfully my skin wasn't bad and I barley had makeup bc I'm too drained to do shit lmfao I was kinda out of my comfort zine but also it was ok that's the whole point / lesson of today stuff maybe uncomfortable at times but it's still okay ...! That's progress I guess. So the thing was fun yeah yeha what ever but why do people always call in me about being quiet lmfao I hatttte that people in drive thru's store who the hell ever will literally say r u okay? Are u sad? You're so quiet? Lmfao like okayyyyyy? I'm kinda ok but I wasn't thinking about anything bad atm but now u just made me feel like I look or seem some type of way lmfao so thanks ... anyways the marry Kay lady said I was quiet but she was nice she's not really what I'm ranting about lol but still everyone picks on me lol so after the girls wanted to go to my houses and go to the hot tub and s wanted to go to "Hi$" house lol so we ended un going to my house seen my parents on the way drive by them was kinda lit I bought them all lisence plate covers of palm trees for Christmas and it was so cute seeing them drive with them💛 when we got to my house I did my make up bc we had did only a few things with the marry Kay lady and I wanted to fix up and change so I did s too so L said we can just chill tomorrow so we ended up going to hi$ house
This didn't save and I'm helllllla sad but imma summarize it
I was nervous to go over there bc last time I kinda snuggled w him and didn't wanna feel awkward but I slept alone and it was awk at times but was fine we laughed all night and woke up and it was good vibes we all woke up happy and giggly I loved that
I did computer work for work and it was tragic so pray for me but things are getting better and that's great these lil story's are helping my menti too so thankful for new things and every day hopefully the good streaks stays
