I'm F**king Cool With It (Junhao)

Waiting room

   If felt like hours for The8 as he was forced by the doctors to sit in the waiting room. He didn't even know the time, he left his phone in the dressing room, and couldn't see the clock due to his blurry vision.

  "The8!" The8 turns his head to see a blurry vision of Hoshi?, running towards him. He stood up and let himself get tackled into a tight hug.

  The 2 were late because, one: Traffic, two: Kun's phone was blowing up with phone calls from the company and the Kbs staff, and he made Hoshi talk.

  "Have the doctors said anything yet?" Kun asked softly. The8 shook his head, no one else has approached him other than the nurses saying he needed to wait in the waiting room.

  So they waited, Mingyu, Wonwoo, Seungcheol, Vernon and Woozi had come aswell seeing that Hoshi had called them. All of them tried to comfort The8, best they could

  "Wen Junhui?" The doctor called and all of them stood up, the doctor didn't seem too surprised by the largish groups of us.

"How is he? What happened?" Kun asked nervously. The8 felt Mingyu take his hand in his and give it a tight squeeze.

"So we did a scan over his vitals and we found lots of harmful drug chemicals in his blood stream, these substances may be found in, Tylenol pills for back pain relief." The doctor says and The8's eyes widen.

  The pills Jun takes.

"Patient Wen Junhui had apparently overdosed on these pills, causing him to fall unconscious. He is in a coma right now but, He is responsive however, it is still hard to know how long it'll be he wakes up." The doctor says holding up a ziploc bag of the pills Jun takes.

Last time The8 saw the pill bottle it was more  than halfway full. Now the bottle was nearly empty.

The8 had a full on breakdown, his legs gave out and he crashed to the floor, he sobbed into his hand so hard that he started to hyperventilate, and his body shook violently.

"THE8! The8! Hey hey breath, it's ok!" Mingyu says immediately crouching down to hug the younger tightly. "It's ok, Jun will be alright." Seungcheol says even though he was worried himself.

"Come on let's sit down." Wonwoo says pulling The8 to his shaky feet, as he guided the shaken up younger back to a seat.

  "This is all my fault." The8 choked out. "Hey don't say that, this is NOT your fault." Vernon says.

"I actually found those pills, I asked Jun about them, he said he was fine, and he didn't use them often. I believed him, and paid no more attention to the matter. I should have told someone, or done something. Now he's, h-h-he's in the hospital and he could have flatlined and it's all m-" The8 was cutt off by Woozi bursting into tears.

  "Dammit The8, this isn't your fault, it's not even Jun's. He wanted to do his best, as an idol you want to be perfect, and to us the best way to do that is meds, weather it be back pills, pain killers, sleep pills or anti pills. It's worse because all you can hear are those negative thoughts in your head screaming at you. And then sometimes, T-They, they win, and you lose control." Woozi spoke with tears rolling down his face.

  Woozi spoke from experience, a while ago he had been sent to hospital after being found unresponsive in his studio, later it was found out, Woozi had eaten in 4 days, and the only source of 'food' he had was anti sleep pills.

"But Jun is strong, he doesn't go down so easy. I promise he'll be fine." Hoshi added, placing a hand on Woozi's shoulder.

  The8 nodded and wiped his remaining tears. Jun was strong, he was going to wake up.