I'm F**king Cool With It (Junhao)

Kiss

Before The8 could fall, Jun grabbed his hand and pulled The8 down off the ledge and immediately into a kiss. The8's eyes widen, it was not only his first kiss, but it was with Jun.

However reality sunk in that he was kissing Jun. The8 immediately pulled back and glared at Jun. "Shouldn't you be in China with your new girlfriend or something?" He snaps.

"I flew back immediately once Jeonghan told me you were going to jump off a bridge. I couldn't let that happen." Jun breathed out. "Hao, I'm so s-" Jun started

"No Jun, are you really sorry? Because if you didn't notice Jun. You kinda fucked up my life these past few weeks." The8 said.

"So congratulations! You've managed to make me feel like a worthless peice of shit again. Would you like an award for that?" The8 crossed his arms.

"Hao, I know your not going to probably ever believe me when I say. I'm so fucking sorry. I've been the worst person ever. I treated you so shitty, and you didn't deserve any of it." Jun whispered.

"You have every right to hate me, slap me, hit me as much as you want. I deserve it all and much more. I hurt you to the point you were going to kill yourself." Jun said his eyes tearing up.

"But please, this isn't the answer. I'm so so sorry The8, but please you can't die. Not yet, I know it seems like the best solution. But there are so many people here who love you. Including me." Jun wiped his eyes.

"I know you would love for me out of your life for good right now. But I couldn't live with knowing your dead, and it's my fault. Because being in China made me realize."

  "Not seeing you everyday is hard. But not having you in my life at all is far much worse." Jun said. "So please, let me drop you back at your house, safe and sound. And then I'll leave you alone. I promise." Jun said taking The8's hands in his.

"NO JUN!" The8 yelled ripping his hands from Jun's. "Fuck you! Fuck you for giving up on me-us. Fuck you for making me cry. For for breaking your promises, for being such a player!" The8 yelled.

"Fuck you for not caring. Fuck you for all the nights I cried myself to sleep. Fuck you for leaving, along with my happiness." The8 kept going.

"Fuck you for wasting my time. Fuck you for being on my mind all the time. Fuck you for giving me mixed signals. Fuck you for making me fall for you. Fuck you for making me believe all those empty promises."

  "Fuck you, because no matter how much I hurt from you, I'm still here and I still love you." The8 broke down in tears as Jun caught him before he hit the ground.

"The8, I love you. It just took me to fucking long to realize it. I'm so sorry." Jun cried out. "I hope you can forgive me."

The8 looked up into Jun's teary eyes, searching for any lie or hoax that this wasn't real. All he found was sorrow and raw emotions.

  The8 leaned up and connected his lips with Jun. "I don't know why but. I'll consider forgiving  you." The8 whispered.

"Thank you so much Hao, I'm so sorry for everything I've done. I'm going to make it up to you. I promise!" Jun rambled on and on.

"Let's just go home please." The8 sighed as he yawned tiredly. "Ofcourse, let's go." Jun says taking his hand as they walked home.

They were almost halfway back when The8 suddenly stopped. "Hao?" Jun asked worriedly when The8 doubled over, coughing his lungs out.

"HAO?!" Jun gasps as The8 collapsed to the ground, breathing heavily. "Hey, W-W-What's going on?" Jun asked as he held The8 in his arms.

"I-I, I too-k-k pills, in-incase the j-jump didn-n't work. Fuck I-I'm so-rry." The8 choked out. Jun immediately grabbed his phone out of his back pocket.

"Shhhh, it going to be okay, I promise. Just stay awake." Jun begged as he dialled 911.