fan crazy

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"Do you guys have everything?" Ansley asks as we throw our bags in the back of the car.

"Babe, stop worrying," Austin says to her, "We have everything we need."

I roll my eyes as I throw the last bag into the back. Ansley is always so worried about everything. She is like my little sister and I love her to death, but she worries way too much.

I lean up against the back of the van as I watch everyone with their girlfriends, "I'll see you in two weeks," Maggie says as she gives Brandon a kiss on the lips.

"Don't do anything stupid, mi amor," Izzy says to Edwin. He smiles and gives her a kiss on the forehead.

Zion is now just making out with Taylor.

Yes, I am the only one out of the five of us without a girlfriend. I just don't have anyone and I'm not going to lie, it upsets me. I'm really happy for the four of them and I'm glad that they have the girls, but I'm always the third wheel or the damn ninth wheel. It sucks ass.

"Are you guys ready?" Tyler asks as he comes around the back of the van. Thank God. I can't watch anymore of this shit.

"Yes. Please, let's go!" I say out of annoyance and frustration. I get in the back of the van and I leave the door open for the boys.

The boys all get in one by one waving goodbye to their girlfriends. All four of them are now crying. We are starting tour in three days, so that's why they are so upset. We will be gone for about a month, but the girls are meeting us in two weeks, so they get to see them sooner anyways.

"Everyone ready to go?" Tyler asks.

"Let's fucking go!" Edwin yells and we all laugh at him.

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We are now at the airport and about ready to board our flight to Texas. That's our first stop for tour. It's so exciting that we get to do this again. I love us so much and touring with my brothers is a total dream.

"I call window!" Zion yells as we get closer to our gate.

"Who are you sitting with?" I ask.

"You, dumb ass," he says with a smirk plastered on his face. I knew he would do that. He always gets the window.

"Why me?" I complain.

"Aw because I wove you so much, Nicky Pooh."

Everyone starts laughing and I just roll my eyes at him. He is actually insane, but that's what I love about the five of us. We are all literal crackheads.

"Last one to Starbucks has to pay!" Austin yells. We all start running to Starbucks with all of our shit.

Austin gets there first, then Edwin, then me. Brandon comes in after me, so the huge ass tree has to pay this time.

"How did I lose? I have the longest God damn legs," he complains.

We all start laughing and then we get in line to our our stuff. "I think I'm going to get the most expensive thing," I say to Edwin making sure Zion can hear me.

"Yes, I think I'm going to do the same thing," Edwin says to me with a huge smirk on his face. I love doing this shit to Zion. It pisses him off.

We all order our drinks and it ends up being like 30 dollars for the five of us. Sucks to suck.

"Let's go to our gate before I kill one of you for making me spend that much at Starbucks."

"Run faster next time," Brandon says.