"you want my help right." He kindly said to me.
"Yes I do." I said. I had no idea what I was sighing up for tell it was to late.
"I will give you my hell of you help me."
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"You know i love you right." He softly said to me as he harshly grabbed my arm. He put his thumb under my chin and pushed my head up. "Answer me!" He yelled. I cringed back as spit flu onto my face.
"I know you love like I love you." I said back. I really am not sure if this is love anymore though. I have been with him for 2 years now. He has gotten more and more violent.
That is how he expresses his love though so it is all fine.
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"Get back here NOW!" He screamed at the top of his lungs as he grabbed my hair pulling me down the stairs. "You will never leave me you got that." He said while he dragged me to the kitchen by my hair.
He through me on the ground. I gave a small whimper as a response. I strain my neck to see that he is pulling out a knife. He comes back and yanks my shirt up. You can see the wickedness in his eyes, but I know he loves me. I just know it.
He puts a hand over my mouth as I scream out in agony. The tip of the blade breaks through my skin. I can feel my blood running down my stomach as he craves words into me.
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"My love I will be back soon. I need to leave because of you. Your family is trying to get me put away for ever so I can never see you again." He says those words with such venom.
I really don't want him to leave. He is the only person he could love some one like me. He said so himself, so he can't leave me forever I won't allow.
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"I love you! Come back please!." I scream over and over again. By the end I am laying on the ground covered in dirt and soaked head to toe from the rain. A metallic taste fills my throat as it starts to burn.
It was not supposed to happen like this he was supposed to help me become better and I was supposed to help him get better. I failed and know the only person who ever loved me is gone and it is my fult. I know he will be back though because he loves me as much as I love him.
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Mistake
Teen FictionI cowered away from him. I told him I loved him. I let him do anything to me. I was stupid, young, foolish. But not anymore I am strong now and I won't let anyone control me again. That is what I want my own life. I could never have that though...
