"Oh yes all fine." I say hoping he will just go away and save me the embarrassment. After I have episodes like that I like to be alone and wallow in self pity eating Safeway cake.
Stuff like this used to happen all the time it become less and less. After seeing a therapist it basically stopped. Whenever I hear his name it happens all over again. The pain, the suffering, the memories all come back and hit me harder ever single time. He ripped me apart. He ruined one of the only thing that made me happy. He destroyed me and my younger brother.
I may never see him again. My younger brought me the most joy in the world. He would be eighteen now final year of school. My parents were never around always out for months at a time doing who knows what. When I had to go in witness protection my brother was placed in foster care. I hope he found a good family people that will take care of him I really hope for that. Now done with all this depressing stuff and get to the matter in hand. I a girl in a boys bathroom and just had a breakdown how the fuck do I get out of this situation.
"Hey why don't you come out we can skip first period and go get some ice cream." That does sound good but if I come out he will know I am a girl I have to come out sometime. I should just get over the embarrassment now. I get up off the floor and open the door this is already a long day.
Lucas P.O.V
"I am going to go to the bathroom see you guys in class." When I open the door to the bathroom I hear someone almost gasping for air. I god I hope they are okay.
"Hey are you okay."
"Oh yes all fine." I can tell you right now that he is not fine.
"Hey why don't you come out we can skip the first period get some ice cream." I ask. I have some experience calming people down and letting their mood after things like panic attacks.
I hear him unlock the door and I was shocked to see that the him is actually a her. Colour rises up on her face obviously embarrassed.
"Hey I-i didn't n-now that this w-was the boys w-washroom." The girl stutters up as her face becomes as red as a tomato.
"Oh it is all fine. You still up for the ice cream." I saw her face light at the mention of ice cream.
"Yeah that would be great thank you for doing this. Oh and by the way my name is Emily." The girl named Emily says with more confidence then before.
"Well it is nice to meet you my name is Spencer but you can call me Spence." I watch as her eyes widened for I split second and a sad look washed over them, but the moment I saw it is was gone. I wonder what that is about.
"fallow me hun, I know I way to get out without no one seeing." I turn around and start to walk out of the bathroom.
"Are you new at the school I have never seen you around." I ask
"You don't know me we have been in the same classes sense two years ago." Emily says with a hurt look on her face. Oh shit I really need to remember to pay attention more then I do.
"Hahahaha y-y-you s-should of seen y-your face comedy gold. Yeah I am new hear first day today."
"You devil how could you." I say as I put my hand on my hart gasping dramatically. We both start to giggle. I like this girl.
"So where are we going to get ice cream." Emily asked with a little sparkle in her eye.
"We are going to half moon it is not to far away from it." I tell her.
We round one more corner coming to the old basement that no one uses anymore.
"You are not taking me down her to kill me are you." Emily says joking but I can see little bit of fear in her eyes. What the hell happened to her? "Well that depends do you like flowers?"
"Who doesn't like flowers is my question." This is my kinda person.
"Well then I guess you are not going to die today." I say laughing a little.
"Wow this is a cool place." Emily says when we reach the end of the stairs.
"I come down here to cool down. I fixed it up last year when I first came to the school I really forget how I came across it but I did I will forever be grateful for that. This is where me and my boyfriend first met." I tell probably looking like a love sick puppy.
"Aww that is so cute I hope I can meet your boyfriend sometime." She says with a small smile on her face.
"You totally should he is on a vacation right now should be back to school in about three days. I can't wait for you to meet him." Excitement bubbles up in me thinking of seeing him again.
"Well let's go get some ice cream." I scream and start to skip away.
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Mistake
Teen FictionI cowered away from him. I told him I loved him. I let him do anything to me. I was stupid, young, foolish. But not anymore I am strong now and I won't let anyone control me again. That is what I want my own life. I could never have that though...
