Stuck (BangChan x Reader)

Part 3

2:15 A.M. - After some time, we get to talking. It's... really nice.

"We don't talk like this anymore... and I'm almost jealous of the guys, you talk so casually with them. You seem so," He pauses, furrowing his brow slightly and pulling at a loose string on his sleeve. "Distant when we talk, I mean we live together, room together even, and we never really hang out."
My stomach flips and I avert my gaze, fumbling with the wolf plush I found earlier. God I hoped it wouldn't come to this.

"I dunno, were busy with school, that's all." I lie, smiling.

"That's not it, you don't even do your homework." He teases. "I know you spend all your time after school watching dramas and anime, dont lie."
My smile fades slightly. How do I say this;;

"Honestly..." I start. His eyes meet mine, an intensive look on his face. My heart rate quickens slightly.

I wish those stupid girls at school were wrong for calling him gorgeous, but that couldnt be farther from the truth. He really is breathtaking... the soft glow of the lamp displays his skin a soft shade of caramel, and his messy chocolate colored hair falls to one side. He sits cross legged, his vascular hands resting in his lap. One hand raises to his all to perfect lips and he nibbles at his thumb nail. (A/N: in conclusion, hE a wHoLe sNaCk-) He looks at me, expectantly, something like worry laced in his expression. God, he has such pretty eyes, what thE fuck can I even say now, I cant even thinK-

"I guess I thought you didn't want to hang out after..." I take in a shaky breath. "After what I... said."

A/N: hey homies we half way through ;-; ik it was a short bUuUt i'll make up for it in the next chapter will make up for it hehe spoiler, its gonna be a flashback👀👀 hope you're enjoying so far, and thanks again for reading^^