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te quiero mucho

it's the school fair.
activitites, no classes.
singing contests.
i used to talk with Jian about the contests.
he told me he was gonna join.
nice move.
it's very exciting, two of my classmates are joining.
"buwan?"
oo nga, buwan nga.
tas bigla ka pipiyok sa mataas na nota de char HAHAH

"sama mo talagang bata ka"

"bata ka rin hahaha"

minsan nawawala feelings ko, pag alam kong hanggang friendzone lang ako.

i'm really happy for Jian and his girlfriend.
parang..
ewan lang ako.
he knows eh.
it's ankward.

maybe i should cut out my feelings for him.
it's the best resort.
ill wait for the perfect time.

the next day i come to school.

andrei, dyan ka sa likod ni audrey.

YES!

lezgoo broo.

bestfriend ko si andrei.
di mo lang talaga matitiwalaan.
pero tinanong naman niya ako ulit kung mali ba ginawa niya.
pinatawad ko nalang kasi kakalat at kakalat din naman yun.

audrey
bulong ni Jian.

bakit?

sino crush mo?
tanong niya.

(ito na. malilipasan ko na.)

ikaw muna hahaha.

actually..
nawawalan na ako ng interest sa jowa ko.

huh? bakit naman?

ang tagal na namin magkasama, nag break nga lang tas nagbalikan ulit.
gusto ko lang tanungin kung paano ako makikipag break?

jiaan ano bayann

bakit naman?

sasaktan mo lang din.
sayang.
sinayang mo oras niya.
at pagmamahal niya.
pero kung ganun na nga.
iconfront mo nalang.

confront? pano?

or gawa tayo ng fake shits?

like?

wag na nga.

uhh.

just tell her, i don't think this is gonna work out anymore.

hopefully.
and maybe.