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Cameron's POV ( ¿que?)

Kian's party was soon and north asked if we could go together I obviously said yes be cause I really miss her and I don't know why.

' alright I'm coming to your house now' north texted me. I didn't reply back I just walked out side to see her close to my house.

"Hey" she said when she finally made it. She looked really hot right now. She was wearing some acid wash jeans with some kind of rufflely crop top and some high top black converse.

"Hey you ready" I asked her " yeah I'm so excited I love Kians partys there always the best" she said.

I nodded and walked to my car. We had to pick up makayla, jack g, and Kylie.

When we got to the party you could already hear the music from outside the house and smell the alcohol.

" Yaaas I'm am so ready for this party" north said and we all agreed with her.

North's POV

I walked in to the house and the smell of alcohol hit me pretty strong. I shrugged it off and walked forwards the kitchen to get some drinks.

On the counter was a whole bunch of red solo cups filled with random substances. I grabbed and I took a sip, it wasn't that bad so I dunk the whole thing and grabbed another cup.

Soon I was pretty waisted and was dancing around. I found nash and told him I wanted to dance.

" Alright we can dance babe" he said to me he must have not been drunk at all he probably drove here.

I was dancing with Nash then foreign by trey songs came on. I turned around and started to grind on nash. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him.

I moved my hips to the beat and he started to kiss me neck. The song ended and I split away from him.

I turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck and smashed my lips into his. We started making out but he pulled away and dragged me up stairs to a random room that was empty.

I pushed him on a bed and crawled on top of him. We started making out again and he moved his lips down to my neck and I could feel him starting to make a mark on me.

I pulled his shirt off not thinking about anything but us. I ran my hands down his stomach felling his abs. He pulled my shirt off and started kissing down my neck.

My hands were in his belt and I in buckled it then un-buttoning his pants.when I was about to pull them down someone opened the door and both me and Nash's heads quickly turned that way.

At. The. Door. Was. Cameron.

I was supposed to be here with him. I was supposed to hang out here with him. I wasn't supposed to be a bad friend.

Cameron just stood there with hurt in his eyes. I quickly got off of nash and put my shirt back on. I don't know what I was thinking, having sex with Nash was not the way to go.

"Cameron oh my gosh I'm so sorry I wa-" I got cut off by him and he said

" No it's okay I'll just go hang out with someone else." He said blankly with no emotion in his eyes or tone. I think he was just done with me, and now I feel so bad.

"No cameron, please I'm sorry." He shrugged and left.

I'm so fucking stupid I let the alcohol take over but now I feel completely sober. I got up off the bed and told nash I was sorry then left the room looking for cameron.

I looked every were and couldn't find him, he must have left right after. I now was looking for makayla.

I finally found her and said " makayla can you please take me home I messed up with cameron so bad." I said quickly.

" What areeee you talking aboutttt just have funn nor" he slurs. She was obviously drunk, and that's what jack G had told me.

"Jack can you please take me home and bring we can bring makayla" he agreed and we left.

We drove around every where looking for him we eventually found him at this park. No one was here because it was about 2am.

"I'll go by myself thanks jack" I said getting out of his car.

"Yeah just fix things between you two." He said while giving me a hug then he drove off.

I walked over where cam was in the swing and I sat on the other one right next to him. There was a silence for awhile then I finally spoke up.

"Cam I-I'm so sorry" I studderd. He stayed silent the said

"It's okay, I just wanted to be with you at this party and have fun together, ya know" he said looking at me in the eye.

" I know cam and I'm so sorry for that"i said looking him back in the eye " yeah I know" he muttered

" Cam you have to talk to me I'm trying to apologize to you" I said getting frustrated with him.

"Yeah I know that nor but your just always with Nash and it's like you never talk to anyone besides him" he said a little louder than before.

" Wait are you blaming this on nash? He had didn't do anything wrong all of this was my idea." I said angrily he shouldn't blame nash he should blame me.

" I'm not blaming nash" he said " I'm blaming this on you" he said. I know this was all my fault but he didn't have to be mean to me

" Okay cam I understand you are sad or whatever but you act like I have to be with you for everything, well guess what I don't I have a life." I yelled at him

" You know whatever nor I'm done with all of this fucking shit you do." He yelled back

" What shit do I do?" I yelled

" Everything, you was just about to fuck nash. You are just a stupid ass, hoe." He yelled at me. I can't believe he just said that to me.

I was even more mad at him then I already was but he also just hurt me.

"You know what cam, you can go fuck yourself. I HATE YOU" I yelled at him running away so he didn't see me start to cry.

After awhile I was still crying but called nash to come pick me up. I told him I was at some gas station and he said he was on his way.

When he got here I was still crying he took me home and comforted me. He didn't ask what had happened or anything he was just there for me.

I eventually calmed down but I didn't really talk, me and Nash just feel asleep cuddled up on my bed together.
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A/N

Cameron needs to get his shit together and stop being a dick, well if you ask me.ndont for get to star and comment and stuff love you guys💕😌

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