Mallow's POV
This is how I met my current lover...
Chanteuse
I had waken up one day to my dad knocking on my room door. Sluggishly I got out of bed to answer. My dad WD smiled cheerfully at me. "Happy birthday kiddo." He said sweetly. I had completely forgotten it was my birthday.. I hugged my dad and he told me where my birthday clothes where to wear. I quickly changed before rushing down stairs. Unlike my ungrateful sister I loved clothes my parents got me. It just shows that they want me to look nice for such and amazing day. Walking downstairs I was met with PB sleeping on the table. Gently picking him up I sat him in my hair and walked to the kitchen. The gremlin was there. Stroking her goose and staring at me with those hellish eyes. She slowly handed me a card. I swear it was wrote in blood. And it smelled awful! Looking inside it. It was covered in goose feathers and said 'happy 16th birthday one more year closer to death.' I smiled awkwardly at her and said "l-lovely card sis.. good effort.." she smiled and went back to her goose. PB happily jumped out of my hair and ran to WD who was sitting at the table and began hugging him. Smiling I sat across from WB. PB slowly dragged a piece of paper to me. He looks very excited. Turning it over it was a nice little drawing of the family. Mom, dad, sister, me and pb. Hes such an angel. Although I do have a sneaking suspicion that hes stealing the ds stylus's. Stretching, i patted pbs head gently.
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The day was fast. We had afternoon left and I was thinking about family board games when my mom approached me. She looked down at me with her timid smile and soft stare handing me a small letter. Opening it up there was three tickets. All to... I hugged my mum happily. Overjoyed "thank you thank you thank you" I repeated for what seemed like forever. The tickets where booked for tomorrow and mom said I was able to invite two of my friend! So. I called matchstick and fandom to see if they'd like to come matchstick refused. He didnt care for anyone much anyways. He was also really socially akward. So instead fandom and I invited action.
Soon it was time to go. A day had past we had slept. In the morning we got ready and met up. And for the day we went to eat talked played and now. Where outside of the concert. I've always knew my dad had connections with my idol since he was his butler.. any kid would really dream to be able to be as close to chanteuse as I am. As we walked in, the place was almost mobbed but we got reserved spots. The night was amazing and seeing my own adol on stage.. was.. almost like a fever dream. His glance.. the small illuminating glow beaming off of him.. the sweat running down his face from prancing about so much. And the way he moved.. was so.. oddly.. elegant to me? After the show I was exhausted and wanted to head home but there was one more thing I need to do. I waited untill chanteuse came off of the stage and walked towards him. Looking around he saw me and waved glaring at the photo of him I had and my autograph book. "H-hi chanteuse sir.. i was hoping you could s-sign.. my m-my autograph book.." I felt my face heat up. I had never been more embarrest in my life and right infront of my idol! I just wanted to shrivel up. He leaned down in front of me taking my items and signing then handing them back he flipped his glasses down and smirked "no need to be afraid kid, I ain't gonna bite ya." I left out a nervous giggle sweating and hyperventilating infront of him.. my vision was getting alittle blurry. "Hey kid need a drink? Did you drink at all during the concert?" I shook my head no. I didnt think I need one but the room was so hot so many dancing people and effects. It made my head feel heavy. All of a sudden I feel back and things changed to black. When I came to i was in a small room on a rather fluffy and warm couch. "?.." I couldnt quite make out where I was untill my eyes adjusted looking over I seen chanteuse with a bottle of water. He handed it softly to me letting me get up and adjust first. Did I just faint infront of .. OH GOD IM SUCH AN EMBARRESMENT! sighing I took a small sip looking up. His gentle smile and soft colored eyes make my stomach turn into that of butterflys. "K-kid? You fainted back there I'm guessing from dehydration. Or from seeing me!" He leaned back in his chair and his soft smile became more confident. "Be happy I'm not like other snobs." I looked away embarrest taking another sip of my water when it went down the wrong windpipe and I started coughing. Chanteuse got up sitting next to me and patted my back. I looked up after finishing the mass amounts of coughing at him. We were so close. Our faces nearly touching. Am I.. gay? I dont feel. Like i am. Maybe Bi?? Pan.. I. I dont know but i feel so weird around him.. his hand softly trained down from my back and to my hand picking it up he cupped it in both of his own hands. "There really soft.." he said admiring my skin texture. "I inherited it from my dad.." putting my hand down be smiled "Mr. WD?" I nodded. His eyes brightened up "so your his older kid, your much more.. well. Handsome. Then I imagined." I got up blushing brightly "h-handsome..!?" He nodded standing up with me. putting his hand to my cheeck and closing in he smiled "would you mind meeting again.. you're pleasant to be around. And usually I get lonely back stage alot." I almost squealed. But I channelled that into a hug. I turned to him punching feeling his big warm arms hug back. "Of course I can! Your like my idol!" He laughed alittle before letting me go. "Shouldnt you be headin' home?" I nodded looking at the time. "See you some other time.. " I sighed. Walking out I took the bus home. As soon as I went in I ran upstairs jumping on my bed and flicking through pages to find his signature. Finally finding it I then noticed there were some numbers. But like phone numbers. Typing it in on my phone out of curiosity I called. "Oh so you seen the message?" I heard chanteuse say. I giggled. I probably felt more carefree since I was at my own house. "I-it wasnt hard to find.."
And then from there. We talked for hours. We met up and even skate boarding together, I loved it.. I. I loved him.
One day we went to the beach. It was a small private area for the rich and despite me being anything but rich I felt uneasy. But chant was there to keep me company. Sittings on the sand, it was so warm and silky. Some parts were wet from the Tiny waves in the sea only a few feet away. As we chatted I couldn't help but noticed that chant had been acting weird around me. As we sat in quiet, he leaned over hugging me. "I-is everything ok chant?.." I said hesititantly. The next part shocked me as his hands trailed down to my waiste. I instantly jolted back suprised but he still had me firmly in his grasp. "C-chant!?" I squeaked. "S-sorry I dont know what came over me.." he. He seemed to genuine. I sighed and cupped his cheecks with my hands "you've been actin' odd.. is. Everything.. ok?" His eyes glanced away for a second or two before looking back at me with pure sorrow in his eyes "mallow.. I cant hide this from you anymore." Sitting up straight we shared the same hight. I stared into his eyes for awhile untill he mumbled something. "Excause me what was that?" I said trying my hardest to listen in past the sounds of the crashing waves. "I-"
"I love you."
My cheecks began to burn. Although I noticed I had feelings for him I wasnt ready to admit I was gay. Of course my parents where in the lgbtq community and still are. I myself. Wasnt sure if I was bisexual or gay. Or even queer. I choked back any sort of happyness and stood up. Looking at him with such bitterness in my eyes. I felt as if I hurt him just by my stare. I seen his happy and anxious expression just, fade. I- I left. I couldn't handle this. I needed to find out more about my sexuality before even going into relationships or having this chat with anyone but my parents. We never talked for a long time. I blew my chance with my idol. The one person I looked up to as a superhero or some sort of god. The person I wanted to so badly be. I met them I talked to them I even got to hug them and become a personal part of there life. And I ruined it I left him sitting there waiting for some sort of.. answer? I couldnt I didnt I... i just wanted to have a think. I ended expressing all this to my little sister who eventually told dad and.. dad told mom. We had a talk and i learned that for someone my age to be questioning my sexuality. It. Was natural. They would accept me for whatever I was. But even I didnt know. So I done research and I found out that maybe leaving chant wasnt the best idea. Gathering up all the courage I could I picked up my phone and phoned him. I heard his shaky voice on the other end. "M-mallow?" I felt tears rolling down my cheecks listening to his tired voice as if he had just woken up I had to cover my mouth just to make he wouldnt tell I was crying and through I muffled sentences that where so unbelievable and... maybe I had over exaggerated the situation. I ended up confessing. And we've been together for awhile. My life is amazing and I started even working for him doing what I wanted in my own career choice. I loved it. I loved him and everyone around me and my small community. We. Well he. Is thinking of proposing to me when were older. We even talked about it. But I'm happy with what we are right now and I'm happy hes taking his time for me. My dad is finding it hard to let his perfect son go. And my moms happy I found someone. WB.. she.. I think shes threatening him with a goose... no. Nevermind she just committed arson on a near by pool, pb isnt to happy either as hes really emotionally attached. But jell get over it...
