Hammer and Nail

Chapter 18

Holy shit. This is more intimidating than I was ready for.

I gulp as I stare at the wall to my right with all sorts of whips, cuffs, gags, nipple clamps, and other things I have never seen before. The lights are a dim blue in this room but, the wall seems to be lit up bright, showing off his toys. I tear my gaze from the wall of intimidation and begin to scan the room. Right beside that wall is a contraption with hanging restraints and to the left of that is a four poster bed with dark purple sheets, staring at me, daring me to sit and find out the sort of pleasure that awaits me. Beside that bed is a large chest that I assume holds more toys. Then, there is Xander, staring down at me. His eyes are gentle as he takes in my initial shock of this room. He doesn't say anything, he doesn't even move. He just stands there and let's me take in everything that is in this room.

I look away, feeling my face heat up with anxiety and embarrassment. Xander's hand rubs my back in the most caring manner and I look back to him.

"We don't have to do anything tonight, I can just show you some of my things." Xander reminds and I can feel my hands shake from the anxiety coursing through my veins.

"I-I can we- I don't kn-know what t-to say." My head feels faint and Xander kneels down and starts untying my shoes, "what are you doing?"

"I'm going to remove your shoes so you can go lay on the bed. The colour just drained from your face and I don't want you to faint standing up." Xander says and I feel the room spin.

"W-what is all this?" I slur and step out of my shoes. My feet step on the plush carpet and I close my eyes as I try to ground myself from the overwhelming feeling.

"These are all my toys, tools, and furniture." Xander says and I feel myself being lifted off the ground. I wrap my legs around his waist and put my face into his neck, breathing in his familiar, musky scent. I don't say anything as I calm down in his arms. He lays me on the bed and lays down beside me and I curl into him. "I won't use anything on you that you don't want me to and I won't do anything else that you don't want. I don't want you to be afraid, I want you to feel comfortable with everything we do."

"I am sorry.." I whisper as my heart rate calms down.

"For what Little Leo?" Xander asks and I shift so I'm straddling him and can look him in the eyes.

"For my reaction to all this and not being man enough to take it." I still whisper and Xander begins to chuckle with a large smile on his face, "hey! Don't laugh at me!"

"You don't have to be 'man enough' Leo. Your reactions was as good as any. In fact, it was pure and innocent and it makes me feel so happy that I get to be the one to show all of these things." Xander says and takes my hand in his, kissing my knuckles. "You are perfect Leo."

As he utters those words, I feel my cheeks go red and a smile force it's way on my face. I look away and Xander grasps my chin in his hand and forces me to look at him.

"So very perfect." He pulls my face down to his and kisses my lips passionately, his tongue not wasting any time to taste my mouth. I moan at the feeling of his tongue sliding on mine and he rolls us over. He pushes my hands above my head and grasps them tightly, so tight I can feel a nip of pain. The pain surprisingly doesn't feel bad, it's a good pain?

His lips leave mine and he kisses down my neck, aggressively sucking and biting, eliciting loud yelps and moans from me. My core is twisting in all sorts of pleasure and I know I am hard. Xander's knee pushing against my groin and I am panting as his mouth takes my nipple in and bites on it.

"I want to show you some things." Xander stops abruptly, leaving me shaking in pleasure and whining at the loss of contact.

"Later please." I whine and Xander chuckles. "Soon Little Leo. You have been such a good boy for Daddy and I will reward you. But, first I want to know what you think of some things and if you want to try it with me."