Hammer and Nail

Chapter 19

When I wake up, I am back in Xander's room at his house. My bum, mouth, and, surprisingly, cock feels so sore, making me curl into a ball on the bed. Memories from the night before come flooding in and I can't help but blush and feel a little weird about it. It was nothing I have ever experienced - in a good way. But, I feel weird that I found that so pleasurable. I look up at him and he is still sleeping soundly, but I don't want to let him rest anymore.

I push Xander's shoulder but he doesn't budge. "Xander please wake up."

I push his shoulder again, this time a little more hard and urgent and his eyes dart open. He finds my face before looking around the room. "Is everything okay baby?"

"No... Xander can you cuddle me?" I ask and his eyes soften from their previously worried expression. Xander lifts up the sheets with his arm as he welcomes me in for a cuddle. His chest is warm and a little hairy. I twirl a piece of his chest hair in my finger and he rubs my back.

"Is everything alright babe?" He asks and I shrug. I can feel him shift under me and soon he is sitting up and pulling me onto his lap so that I am straddling and facing him. "What is it that you are feeling?"

"I feel weird about what happened last night and how good it felt." I do not meet his eyes and he kisses my forehead, cheek, then lips.

"It is okay to feel weird about it. I shouldn't have pushed or done anything with the things in that room but, I couldn't help myself when you told me to gag and cuff you."  Xander apologizes and I meet his gaze. It's not judgemental or disappointed, instead it's gentle and understanding.

"I-I-" Xander cuts me off with a short kiss.

"You don't have to explain yourself for wanting any of that. I was thrilled you were even curious about it all. I should have gone gentler though. I had a feeling too much too soon would make you feel uncomfortable. You don't know how sexy you were last night. More irresistible than I thought was possible." Xander buries his head in my neck and leaves a trail of kisses up and down it. I can feel his cock twitch underneath me as he recalls the night and I can't help but giggle a little. Xander's head pops up and gives me a curious look.

"Sorry." I say between giggles.

"No need to apologize. What has you giggle baby?" He asks playfully and wiggles his brows.

"You thinking I'm sexy." I smile and he kisses my lips before pushing me off him, my back going into the bed and his body jumping on top of me. He kisses and tickles my body making me giggle and beg him to stop.

"You are sexy. So fucking sexy." Xander growls into my ear before nibbling my ear lobe. "Now, come shower with me."

"Xander," I pull him back down to me as he tries to get off, "how many people have you done those things with in that room?"

"Oh baby, don't worry about that. I've had the room cleaned and in fact, I bought all new furniture and bedding before you and I got there. I even got you your own gags because I knew you would feel weird about wearing something someone else has. That room is rented by me so nobody but you and I can use it." Xander explains and I feel some of that ashamed and uncomfortable feeling go at his words. He did so much to make that night special for me, I can't help but have a small smile on my lips.

"Thank you." I whisper and Xander kisses my lips.

"Anything for you baby." Xander says softly before he pulls away from me and pulls me up with him. "Shower time. I have to go to work soon."

"What time is it?! Oh no! Shit! I have to-"

"Calm down Leo. I told James to let whoever is coming to work with you today in so they can get a head start. I knew after last night you would want to sleep in a bit." Xander says and I chew on my lip.