Hammer and Nail

Chapter 9

My eyes flutter open and I notice some light coming from below the black out curtains. It's morning. The light dimly illuminates the room. Enough to see Xander sleeping peacefully beside me.

Daddy...

The way he looked when I called him that. It was strange to say at first but after the first few times calling him that, it seemed normal. It even turned me on thinking of him with such a role over me.

"Daddy." I whisper crawling closer to him on this California king bed. "D-daddy." I stutter out hoping he still wants me to call him this and it wasn't a heat of the moment sort of thing. I put my hand on his shoulder and whine out another 'daddy'. Xander's eyes open wide and he looks at me.

Oh god he doesn't want to be called this. It was a heat of the moment sort of thing. Fuck.

"Yes baby boy." He groggily asks me as he sits up and pulls me onto his lap. Holding me like a baby.

"Can I keep calling you daddy?" I ask looking in his eyes. I don't know why but I really want to keep calling him 'daddy'.

His eyes roam my face as if looking to see if I'm kidding. "Are you serious?"

I nod hesitantly and he smirks with me. "Leo... I think we should talk a bit about what it will mean if you continue to call me daddy."

"What do you mean?" I ask him and he kisses my nose.

"Do you know what BDSM is?" He asks trailing his finger across my forehead to remove the hair from my eyes. I nod my head and he continues. "Okay well... I am a dominant and last night I asked you to choose sir or daddy. I asked because I like to dominate with either so it is up to you to choose your kink. You chose what is called a daddy kink and I will let you call me daddy and you will be my baby."

The idea of me being his baby makes me tingle in delight. I have a daddy kink.

"I won't do anything to you that you don't want but, as a dominant - daddy - and you as my submissive - baby - I will spank you if you do me wrong and do not behave yourself. In addition, I do enjoy tying up and have a few.. erm.. tools I like to play with. Nothing that will cause too much pain but many that will add to the pleasure." Xander explains and I take in all his words feeling excited for him to play with me. "Also... I am apart of a underground club and they have weekly meetings. I haven't been in a while but, if you will be my submissive I would like it if you come with me sometime."

"I want to be your baby." I state and his smile grows.

"Then I will be your daddy." He says and I kiss his lips. He bites my bottom lip and I moan a bit at the sensation. "Oh and baby.."

"Yes daddy?" I ask.

"You can't cum without my approval. Even if you are alone and want to jerk off." Daddy says and I nod hesitantly.

"Okay daddy. But what if I really want to and your not home?" I ask him.

"If I'm at work you can come to me. If I'm out or in a meeting then you just have to be patient." He says and I nod in understanding. "If you don't obey me then I'll have to punish you. Only good boys get treats."

Okay... I can do this.

"Use your words Leo. What are you thinking? You don't have to accept me as your daddy." My daddy says to me and I shake my head. "Words."

"N-No... I want you to be my d-daddy. I think I can do this." I tell him and he kisses my lips quickly.

"Okay. We can try this out for a week and if you like it we can continue. I will try to contain myself a bit so you can get the hang of it. It's a lot to process so if you ever want to pause within our trial week then you can say 'Yellow'. After this week, you will use 'Red' as our safety word to put a stop to anything that makes you uncomfortable. I don't want my baby uncomfortable during any of our exercises or during sex. Now if you feel uncomfortable with respect to it physically but you don't feel bad mentally, please do not use the word. 'Red' is another word for withdrawing consent for the time being so we will stop whatever it is we are doing."