We got back on the horse he had me sit in front he still directed the horse. he rode it around I laid back laying my head under his chin.
I closed my eyes and smiled.
We back got back to the stable he grabbed my waist and helped me off.
Flora came running for us
I sighed. Miles looked at me.
I got down.
"She'll be back let's play a game,"
She nodded. I picked her up and held her like an airplane.
"Airplane!!! Weeeeee!" I said she giggled. We walked into the house and went to her room. We played dolls.
Miles stood at the door I smiled at him he walked to his room. After an hour I got up and kissed her forehead I went to mikes room.
He was reading a book.
I jumped on his bed next to him I wrapped my legs and arms around him.
He looked annoyed I giggled and held him closer. I kissed his neck.
He looked at me confused I giggled. I put a hand on his stomach.
"Meet me in the west wing," I got up and walked to a room. I sat there the door opened I saw
Him. He looked at me I god up and grabbed his hand and walked over to the rocking chair I pushed him down. He bit his lip.
"Y/n what are you doing?" he mumbled I smiled and sat on his lap and pulled my self closer to him so I was sitting on his crotch. I smiled. I kissed his lips. He put his hand around me.
We began to French kiss. I held the back Of his head. I messed with his curls.
The kiss became more passionate. I moved around slowly on his crotch be bit his lip.
I smiled I felt his hand run to my shirt and he set it hand in my back. His and was cold making shiver. The door opened I jumped up I sat next to homer started to talk.
"yeah, I also l-"
I saw an old lady.
"What are you doing?"
"Talking," I said.
She grabbed something and left.
The door closed I crawled back on him and smiled. I cupped his cheek. I stood up. I ran off he ran after me I hid.
He found me and picked me up then dropped me it hurt.
"Miles! You don't do that!"
He looked at me I stood up and kissed him on the lips.
"I going to my room," I walked to my room. I grabbed a bunch of pills.
I was done. I was tired. My parents didn't want to so no one does. I wrote A little.
I wrote this because I'm tired of myself, I hate myself. I'm a horrible person I'm lonely and tired of life. Goodbye.
There was a knock on my door. The knocks became more aggressive. I quickly took the pills and walks over to the door I opened it. It was flora and Miles
"Come play dolls,"
She grabbed my hand.
"I need to talk to you," miles said he looked angry
"Flora I'll be in your room In a minute,"
She smiled and nodded and skipped off leaving miles and him he pushed my back into my room.
"you fucking idiot!"
And shook my shoulder.
I looked at him he looked like he was about to cry.
"What?!"
He hugged me.
I rubbed his back he grabbed water and bread.
He sat me on the bed and made me drink and eat the bread.
"Lay down," he said.
"Mil-"
"No,"
I laid back. He pulled the blanket over me and laid next to me. It looked like he was gonna cry. I held onto him my legs around his waist and arms around his chest. I closed my eyes.
