Always and forever

Proud

Trinas POV
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After my awkward encounter with nik I went to my closet where I am currently and I put on pjs because it's 5pm and I'm not going anywhere tonight since tomorrow is the sacrifice and little does nik know but this will help me too but one I'm dressed in nik's shirt and my Nike pro's I walk out of my closet and go downstairs where nik is he is sitting and drawing I sneak up behind him and I snatch his drawing pad from him " that's not for your eyes yet love" he says before I look at the drawing I look down and see it me in his t shirt but he haven't drawn my legs yet there are eraser marks like he couldn't get them right " it's beautiful nik but the content not so much" I say truthfully " why do you do that to yourself your beautiful" he said believing every word " no I'm not nik but that's not why I came down here follow me to your room I know you don't have anywhere to stay and you need your rest for the full moon tomorrow" " alright , alright ". " also who are you going to kill I'm just wondering "
"Well Caroline Forbes , Tyler Lockwood,and Elena of course" "really can't we find a different vamp to kill I kinda liked Caroline" " actually you may have a point but I have another I think will be killed the same night as well" " really who". " nothing you need to concern yourself with love" " alright well make your self at home I'll be in my room if you need me " I say as I walk to my room across the hall and close and lock the door I connect my phone to my stereo system and start blaring music first song I play is strangers by Halsey and I take my spandex off because I don't wear pants in my room let alone in my house normally I'm dancing in niks shirt and singing when I hear movement next door it's nik I assume but then it abruptly stops and the door opens to his room and I turn my music up and Halsey song 3 am starts to play as I sing with it I love this song because it reminds me that I can live with out Damon as I think this I start to cry I let the tears fall as I spill my heart on every lyric I'm standing on my bed eyes closed singing my heart out

Klaus pov
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As leaves me to my room and close and locks her door and immediately starts playing music and I just sit and listen til one song in particular she is singing her heart out I decide to get closer to listen I open my door and walk to hers and open her door but she didn't hear me she's on her bed eyes closed seemingly singing her heart out I just stand and listen and she start to cry and scream " why did you do this to me damon god damn it I loved you but I can't anymore im done" she says still not realizing that I'm there when she goes to her dresser and grabs a jar with what looks like ash in it but it looks at to familiar to me but what is she gonna do with it she grabs her cup and put a little in it and then says " fuck it and dumps half of the jar of ash in it and it desolves and she brings it to her lips but before she can put any in her mouth I run with my vamp speed and knock it out of her hand and. She looks at me with sadness in her eyes and she collapses to the ground beside her bed and I kneel down next to her and she just starts to cry and mumble about how much she wants him to love her I assume that the him is Damon and then she looks up at me and says " this is random but you promised you would anwser my questions" she says sniffling I look at her and her eyes are a bright green When she smiles at me I can't help but ask her of course why don't we sit somewhere more comfortable and she looks at me "actually I kinda like the floor but ok I'm gonna go get a towel and some drinks do you want wine or burban?"  " Burban what do you drink?" Nik asked " I drink hard liquor but I'm not try to get drunk so white wine"  I said I walk over to my bathroom and grab a towel then in my room to the liquor cabinet. Which looks like a night stand band grab my wine and a bottle of burban  and a glass and handed it to him " here I don't use a glass cause I know damn well your gonna ask me questions so I'm gonna need this" I say pointing to the bottle in my hand  " I'm asking a question first "  I say twirling around in the middle of the room   "what's your favorite song" " well to be honest it's Jackie and Wilson by Hozier" as he says that I'm searching it on my phone and I press play
" I like it , it's got a good beat" I say and grab his arm to get his to dance " this is not something you can dance to" " yes you can" I say and pull him up and dragging  to the middle of the room  I turn around and put his hands on my hips and hop back and forth and the one thing I didn't expect to ever hear was what i did his head on my shoulder singing softly to the music
"She's gonna save me call me baby run her hands through my hair
She'll know me crazy, soothe me daily, but yet she wouldn't care
We'll steal her Lexus, be detectives, ride round pickin' up clues
We'll name our children Jackie and Wilson, 'raise em on rhythm and blues"  
" nik that was amazing also you can steal my Lexus any time you want " I say and turn around with his arms still on my hips  I look at him and say "it's your turn" we keep swaying  and he says " why are you letting me stay here with you?"  " nik I knew you when you were human and you haven't changed in the slightest me on the other hand I'm a different person and the fact that when I'm with you I feel like I'm not crazy and that I'm just me I can be myself before my life turned upside down." I said meaning every word he looked at me as if he want expecting an answer he just replied " oh well it's your turn darling " he said as I walk out of his grasp and changed the song to one of my favorites by Hozier and I say " this is my favorite song by Hozier by the way" and I press play and angel of small death and the codeine scene starts to play and I sing  "With her sweetened breath, and her tongue so mean
She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene
With her straw-blonde hair, her arms hard and lean
She's the angel of small death and the codeine scene
Feeling more human and hooked on her flesh I
Lay my heart down with the rest at her feet
Fresh from the fields, all fetor and fertile
Bloody and raw, but I swear it is sweet" I continue to sing and hop around and point at nik and say "you come here" he walks over to me with a grin " darling you are amusing"  " well nik I hope—— I stop talking when the next song comes on and I instantly have flashback to Damon and I and I feel a tear roll down  my check and nik looks at me confused and I walk over to my bed and sit down " god I hate him so much nik" " I know sweetheart I'm sorry " " this song makes me think of him and what I would say to him if I had balls to but I could never" " darling what don't you do exactly that throw a party and get it all out and be done with him and everyone else that treat you wrong" "I don't know nik you think I could?" " yes love I do think could and you will I'll call Caroline and tell her that we are waiting on the sacrifice and if she helps plan this party I won't use her and tyler we are doing this now" he said as he walks over to the bed and grabs my face so look at him and I jump up and give him a hug he freezes for a second and then relaxes and gives me a hug back and I lean my head on his chest "thank you nik" " what for" " "this" I say meaning our hug  " I think we both needed a hug" he said and let me go and grabbed his phone to call Caroline I presume