blank ^ - Villain Deku [DISCONTINUED]

~Chapter 8~ Kacchan

"Nomu, attack." I heard the nerd said, still couldn't believe he's a villain.

That means we would have to fight each other right? As much as I hate it, there's no choice. But... there's no way I could ever defeat... that- his quirk.

"Don't make things worst than it is"

Bleh, who cares about what the old hags says? Let's make things worst.

I crept behind his back, with a handsy guy helping him up. Only means one thing that I know of... either his quirk wasn't activated when All Might punched him or... his quirk doesn't work for All Might.

Well this guy ain't invincible after all- Imma crush him to bits.

"DIE!" that gave out my attack, but who cares? I will be so fast, Deku couldn't even react.

As expected, he got hit with my explosion and went back on the floor. Yes Deku, this is what it should be, you're always behind me, always below me- so that... I can keep watch of you.

Tsk

My vision was covered in dust, I couldn't see anything at all.

"Oh? Shitty Deku took my attack? Did you want to die that much?!" of course I didn't mean it, but I kept provoking him. Heard people snap out of something if they were to be asked some questions concerning them of their past.

I just want your well being Deku, don't you dare go on villainy mode with me. My quirk could never match yours- I admit. But with that quirk you can enter UA without problem... so why? Why villain? Was it... me?

"Oh? Do you want to know? That feeling of being destroyed? I can help you, and you don't even need to thank me." definitely my fault... I knew it...

I wanted to say sorry... but my pride wouldn't let me. Deku seemed to have waited for the dust to disappear... I realised... he knew exactly where I was even with all these dust around, he could've killed me right on the spot-

My explosion seemed to have destroyed his scarf, it no longer covered his face.

His face shed a malicious and radiated an ominous aura. The killing intent was written all over his face, anyone could see it clearly. What's worst was... that cut I gave him ten years ago was there- it gave him a nasty look.

But even with all the hatred that has surrounded me, I couldn't help but feel fear in the air. I looked to his eyes, it screamed for help- masked with determination, but it could never fool me.

"Fuck you Kacchan, you are someone who should never have existed in this universe. It was only because of humans like you, villains were born. So I guess in a way, you're the true villain here."

His smile was venomous and wide, rationally it would hurt their cheeks but he just kept smiling. He scrunched his eyebrows, made me feel vulnerable for a second.

"Hey Kacchan, Karma has no menu... you get served what you deserve."

Shit- his quirk! No- that's my quirk! Was that why he allowed me to hit him before?

I know his quirk by heart, he told me about it before- I'll die for sure.

He moved his palms to my face, it would be a direct attack and I'd die without question. But what surprised me was- he moved his palms beside my head, as if on purpose so I wouldn't need to die. Or... was it actually on purpose?

Then it happened. A loud explosion could be heard, with that destructive power- Deku could blow up everything and everyone in USJ.

"Hey Kacchan... how was it? How does it feel? It feels good right? Yes... that's what I felt during all those years. And this is just one time... I think it'll only be fair if I hit you a few more times with this amplified version. I'm being fair."

This person was crazy, there's no way this was the Deku I knew... but he was.

So he has always been suffering from this... pain.

At least before I fainted, a purple dude with stitched up skin calmed him down, now I could rest with ease. Didn't need to worry what might happen after I fainted.

They shared a few words then a purple thingy came out of no where, it seemed like it's the portal thing we saw earlier.

I wanted to say sorry, but my pride- WHAT THE FUCK IS A PRIDE?! FUCK PRIDE DAMMIT.

"I'm sorry... please... come back... Izuku" I was too weak to form a better sentence, so instead I put some simple but meaningful words together, hoping he could hear it. At least to me it's meaningful...

After they left, I couldn't hold in anymore... I gave in to the pain and fainted.

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After I regained consciousness that night, I was surrounded by my underlings. They stayed until visiting hours were over.

A boy about my age came in to the room, "hi..." he muttered. I wasn't in the mood to talk or yell so instead I turned away from the boy after looking at his face.

Even the half-half bastard was awfully quiet.

"It's me... your favourite villain, Deku." he sighed and pulled his wig away as I turned to him, immediately looked down on my bed.

I couldn't face him after all that happened.

"You... I remember you." icy hot knew Deku? How?

I could feel his presence getting closer to me, he was in front of me. "Kacchan." he began, I looked up but still refused to have eye contact with him.

"I want to know... how does it feel? To be humiliated?" how does it feel? How does it feel he ask? I... actually don't know... I swallowed a lump of pride that has formed in my throat in order to speak.

"It felt the worst... I hated it... it was very painful..." I gave in to the tension and looked at him, dead. "it felt the worst because I've been desperately trying to protect you- only for you to be turned into a villain! I hated it because I didn't realise how much pain you must've endured during those years I bullied you! It was very painful because... I... was the cause to your actions... the cause to this path you chose... the path against the dream you'd always had. That's why... I'm sorry... I'm very... very sorry."

I said sorry and yet my heart still weighed, not until Deku came back to me I could never sleep peacefully. Before I knew it, tears escaped my eyes.

This isn't like me at all... what in the world did you do to me Deku? I felt horrible.

He didn't speak, he watched me in my vulnerable state. I wouldn't mind if he decided to end me right now, I deserved it. I remembered, I told him to jump down a roof in hopes to have a quirk in his next life. Now... I wanted him to end me, in hopes to be a better person in my next life.

I used to hate him looking down on me... but now... now I realised all those times, he weren't looking down on me- he was looking out for me.
How foolish of myself... I am the worst person possible alive.

I... miss you... stupid nerd. I miss you so much...

Midoriya Izuku