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are you really okay?
my young self asks
no i'm not, i reply
i'm afraid i'm wearing masks

masks to cover my insecurities
masks to make them feel at ease
masks wearing a smiling face
masks appreciating each praise

i love you hyung
i love you oppa
i'm sorry i'm not in the state
to any feelings, reciprocate

dead on the inside
i feel nothing
empty hollows
it's quite and depressing

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