The Runaway Girl

Chapter 1 :Blair Radcliffe

PREVIOUSLY

Nana is Emily's maid. That is working for her family when she was 14.. Imagine that.
And now she's already 68 but she looks like in thirties. Like damn.

At first I thought that she was just kidding about it. And its weird. Well everybody in this house seems weird

First Emily is freaking rich even though her Business is only selling some herbs and medicines that I don't even know exists.

Second Rachel and Emily has the same tattoo on their neck but It looks more like a birthmark than ah tattoo.. Heck even Nana and the other maids have one.

And i think im the only one who's not weird in this house. Well that's what I thought so

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BLAIR'S POV

"is something wrong?" I said

"oh it's nothing it's just that I'm gonna miss you two"

"aww Nana don't be we will come around" I said then she sighed then nodded returning to her work

"hey Nana I'm just gonna fix my things OK?" I said coming out from the kitchen

"sure" she said

When I get inside my room I quickly pack my things in the luggage bag that Emily bought me..

She said she bought it for some circumstances like this one

After I fix my things I'm going to take a bath but as I was going to the bathroom I saw Rachel come in my room..

"Hey Rach, what up?" I said

"oh.. Uh well I going give this clothes you know if you any have shortage in clothes since I know you don't want to use Ems. Money" she said looking down then I chuckled

"well you know me I don't want you to think that I'm a burden to you guys and besides I want to be independent .. But uh thanks for this anyway" she smiled

"no problem and besides we don't think your a burden .. Your our friend. No scratch your our family and we're happy to help you anytime" she said looking at me straight in the eye

Tsk family. I don't even think I deserve to have one.

"thanks Rach for everything and I'm happy to be friend"

"oh please!.. We're sisters remember? Not by blood but by heart" she said smiling at me then I nodded agreeing to what she said
She's right though she like a big sister to me.

But I don't think I deserve her to be my sister.. She's too good to be my sister. And im just a monster... A fragile monster

My thoughts were cut off when I geard Emily

"hey babe, Blair come on dinners ready" Emily said

"Ok I'm just gonna take a bath!" I said from upstairs

After I take a bath I eat my dinner then go back upstairs to watch some uninteresting shows..

As time went by I can't help but feel drowsy...then everything went black

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He's angry.. And drunk.. He smells like cigarette and alcohol

I want to shout at him and defend myself but I know that it will lead to nothing

I can hear shouting glass shattered across the floor... Anger....

"YOU ARE A DISGRACE TO THIS FAMILY I WILL NEVER ACCEPT YOU!!" he said shouting at me....

I'm to numb. I didn't even notice that my head was bleeding

I feel weak.. Belittle... Scared

"YOUR NOTHING BUT TRASH!!" hearing him saying that makes me feel more weak... I thought he's always by my side...

But no... He's just acting..... Then I saw her... Just standing there frozen from the looks of it.. She doesn't really care about me...
They all shame on me

Then I saw him walking towards me with a bottle of champagne... Then he throw it on me..

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I woke up all sweaty I can feel my tears in my cheeks I walk in the bathroom and saw my face in the mirror...

My face sweaty, my eyes are swollen from my crying and also dark circles in my eyes...

I look tired,

I get my sleeping pills behind the mirror and drink some of it.... I go downstairs to get some water..

"Blair" I jumped in surprise

"jeez Emily you scared me to death" I said while getting some water

"are you drinking pills again? I told you that you have to stop drinking them. It's bad for your health" she said taking the pill out of my hand

"it's okay Ems. It's just one time OK? I just can't sleep.." taking the pill back

"are you having nightmares again? You know we can always talk about-" I cut her off

"I know, thanks goodnight Emily"

I actually feel bad at doing that.. I know that its disrespectful to do that but i don't wanna talk about it

I will just feel bad.. For myself.. For being too coward... And I kniw im running away from him so that he can't hurt me anymore

Even though I know that anytime soon he will find me from where im hiding

I didn't wait go her to answer and go to my room.

That's the 5th time of this week. Its been a month now.. And I still can't get that scenes out of my head

It's like is keeps on coming back.

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A/N: hi guys it's mehhh and sorry for the wrong grammar because English is not my first language so yeah hehe. And oh I dedicate this to my Babe rayraylumants