Promises were meant to be broken

Three

Why are you like this
The old you was who I miss
You came home dunk everyday
But what hurt was what you would say

You would say bad things
About me it comes out like a ding
You kept saying you hated me
But at least it made you glee

You kept on hitting
It was like I was tied to a string
The string was my love
For you it was like a dove

I loved you so much
That's why I would always make lunch
Even if you hit me day by day
Even though it would be my birthday
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Author's note
Hello so sorry if this is like really bad or whatever I'm not a good writer nor good at writing poems pls comment and correct me if you want >=<