Promises were meant to be broken

Five

You called me fat
But people said I was as thin as a mat
My tears were falling
The voice was calling

I smiled at her
My eyes were a blur
I walked up the stairs
I walked into the room we shared

I locked myself in the bathroom
Thinking about what was in my womb
I got hypnotize
I listened to the lies
And then looked at my thighs

I took my favourite tool
After a few minutes I saw a pool
Blood everywhere
Do you think it's rare
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Hello yes its been a few das I think I don't really think it's that good I just did it right here and right now laying on my bed hahaha sorry I'm just a weirdo >=< bye bye